Hey, so this is the much awaited story 'Finding My Way'. I hope I didn't take too long with publishing it. Don't worry, 'Lost With Hannah' will be up soon.
Oh, and for those who don't know, 'Lost With Hannah' is the companion story to this one. Its from Bella's POV instead.
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Stephanie Meyer owns all
Prologue
I never thought that I would end up like this. I never thought that all this would happen. I never thought that I would end up in this situation. I try not to cry as I realise what has become of my life. I try to think of the good things. I try not to think of all the bad things that have happened and that are about to happen.
I look up at my 'friend' standing in front of me. She had changed. She wasn't the girl that I thought she was. She was the opposite. She was a bitch. She was ruining my life. This is not how things were supposed to end up. I wasn't meant to be dragged back into this situation. I thought that I would never get dragged back into this position. I honestly thought that things were changing. I thought that I was changing. I thought that my life was finally getting better. Apparently not.
They say that the past comes back to haunt you. I never believed that. Until now. I never believed that my past would ever come back. I thought that my past was gone. I thought that I was done with all the previous things that had happened to me. I certainly didn't think I would be reliving my awful past. Especially not with someone that I thought was my friend.
My 'friend' walked forward glaring at me. She stopped in front of me and looked down at my hopeless little form standing there helpless. I was seriously scared of her. She was the scariest thing on earth. Plus she was quite a few feet taller than me. She looked absolutely furious. She shouted a few insults and profanities as she lifted her hand up and slapped me across the face.
The impact was so hard that I fell to the ground. I felt tears come to my eyes as I leaned on my elbow and lifted my hand up to my extremely painful cheek. My cheek was stinging with pain. I bit my lip and closed my eyes to stop the tears. This was the most horrible thing that could happen to me. It was worse than anything else that had ever happened to me. I don't know why I had let things get this far. I should have stopped things earlier. But, I guess it's a little too late for that now.
I looked up at my 'friend' standing above me just as she kicks me in my stomach, sending me backwards. I gasp in pain as I hold onto my aching belly. Tears now fall freely down my face. I don't care if she sees the tears. She can just go to hell. I hope that the pain is over. I hear a door slam and look up to see she's not there anymore. She's finally gone. She's finally left me alone to wallow in my pain.
How did I get here? Things used to be alright. They used to be fine. But now, I don't know what I've gotten myself into. I've dragged myself back to my past. I've ruined my chances of ever moving forward. I've ruined my life.
What am I going to do?
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~Rose