Hey guys, I had this idea for a while. It's based off of Kelly Clarkson's "Because of you." It's Finn and Kurt in Glee club, they day after the "fag" situation. ... I hope you like it.
I don't own Glee or "Because Of You."
There he was. One day after the whole 'fag' disaster at the Hummel house and Kurt sat in Glee club, taking in the sympathetic looks and shifting uncomfortably in the stares from Finn.
Mr. Schue walked in and proceded to get practice started, but Kurt raised his hand silently. "Oh, yes Kurt?" The older man asked. "Mr. Schue, can I preform something?" The teacher nodded and stepped down, the rest of the club giving him their full attention. Especially Finn.
"Things happened yesterday. That you all know of. I am singing this song because yesterday changed me and it made me realize how stupid I was being." Kurt finished, shooting one glance at Finn before talking over his music with the band.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Blinking back the tears that threatened to fall, Kurt kept singing.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
When the singing boy looked at Finn, he saw guilt and sadness. It kind of made him happy.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Kurt's tears were falling at this point and he closed his eyes and sung louder, letting the music take him away.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you...
Kurt finished and dried his wet face. He was overwhelmed with sympathy and hugs from his friends. When they all let go, Finn walked up. His tears fell down from his eyes and he opened his arms for a hug from Kurt, hoping he wouldn't reject.
Kurt nodded and walked into Finn's chest as he felt strong, warm arms wrap around him. "I'm so sorry Kurt. I never meant anything I said. I was just mad, alright? Please don't hate me." Finn choked out.
"I know Finn. I'll talk to my dad tonight and we'll sort this whole thing out. And I don't hate you, but I don't love you either." Kurt simply stated back, still muffled by Finn's chest. Finn just smiled and hugged him tighter.
I really had to get this out of my head. I hope you liked it. Review?
-Sugardoll27-