Never think.
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Written to Never Think by Robert Pattinson. Bella is alone; she urges to her his words, how far is too far-gone? She never did think about what she did, she never understood the circumstances. A bit OOC, but its still good. Rated T for dark themes.
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When you think you hear voices at the edge of danger, you know you're crazy. When you do things that risk your self-being just to her the very same voice, well, you know you've completely fallen to far, you know that you're too far-gone. And that nothing can be done to save you.
I stood here, blending my opportunities and my fears into one bubble of courage. I had my whole life flash before me, everything that I did. Everything that we shared, everything we did. All those memories came flashing back like a cinematic experience from hell. The whole in me had burst open; shards of what felt like glass saturated the sides.
I guess growing up with a father as a policeman; you learn something's are against the law for the greater good. You learn that the things in life that are taught are so you don't end up like the way I am now.
Drink driving sounded dangerous enough to handle. I downed enough alcohol to drown a pool of memories that kept coming back to me, I knew tonight was when I was going to be finally set at ease. No more thoughts of how I was so eager to undermined my better self in order to hear him. I realized this a little too late.
"Isabella Marie Swan!" He roared once I got onto the main road toward my house, tonight people were filing back from a special event that was held in Port Angeles, all their cars polluted the streets as I swerved in and out of the crowded cars.
"Yes?" I asked drunkenly, I couldn't make out the velvet in his voice, the musical harshness that laced every word of his. He was scared, angry, and furious. I was past all that. I was past being angry and furious, I didn't have time to be scared. But in reality, life without him scared me to my ends whit's.
"Pull over." He would push me, but I was so close, there was a turn up ahead. I would not sacrifice other people, other happy couples in order to set my point. I would settle for the green and brown that once revolted me, but now it surrounded me.
"Sorry, Edward. I love you, I just never thought—" My car plummeted into the forest fringe, making metallic screeching noises, filling the humble little oasis with screams of terror, of course it wasn't mine, I was too far gone. The glass of my windscreen popped and shattered all over me, making my skin a collage of ivory and crimson.
I hear screams and sirens they were everywhere. Blood was everywhere, and yet I didn't care. I never thought how far I had gone. How far I had come. Darkness clouded my vision and totaled my senses. It was black, and I was too far-gone.
Did you like it? It was sort of hard writing it, I listened to 'Never think' by our Edward, Robert Pattinson, I love his music, and it's calming and also inspirational. Anyway R&R.
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