Sorry that I've been writing so much NaLu but I'm in the middle of Fairy Tail….Anyway…. Here's more for my very few fans. J Once I'm done there will be Gruvia and Gale and maybe some LoLu…. :3 And P.S. I was in a bad mood when I wrote this so forgive me if it's too harsh…. I was listening to Gumi…. Guilty as charged.

Oh and P.P.S this is totally OOC ON PORPOSE (I know it's spelled purpose it's just how I say it :P) I don't own Fairy Tail! J

It was two days ago, but it felt like forever, but yet like it had happened less then ten minutes ago. All I know is that she's gone. She's not coming back. Lucy died two days ago on a mission. It was so simple! And I didn't protect her! I couldn't save her! I-I-I let Lucy die! Natsu had been thinking about it ever since he'd come back from the mission alone. Without Lucy.

Natsu sat down and buried his head deep in his arms that were resting on the table in front of him. Sitting down next to him was Lissana. "Natsu, don't cry" she begged, rubbing his back.

"How can I not when my nakama's gone?!" he snapped at her, causing Lissana get up and walk away

"Wait Lissan-"He yelled chasing after her. When she suddenly stopped causing him to bump into her.

"Just don't Natsu. We're all hurting but you're hurting the most, and I understand that! But I can't get over the fact that you were hers not mine!" and with that Lissana ran out of the guild.

"Lissana" Natsu whispered. He knew she had liked him but in the end he only loved her like a sister not a lover. It had made her mad. It made her hate Lucy, but love Natsu even more…

Walking out of the guild Natsu started crying again. This time his expression wasn't sad it was….Blank. So he let the tears run down his face as he walked to Lucy's house. Letting himself in, he walked across the room and laid down on her bed. He stayed their all night. That night Natsu cried himself to sleep.

The next morning

Natsu laid in her bed inhaling her scent knowing it wouldn't last long, he tried to savor it and encouraged himself to get up after doing so.

Getting up he walked out of her house and headed down the street, out of magnolia.

As he exited the city, he started to laugh. Then the laughs faded into soft sobs. Crying he sat underneath a tree as he thought about her. How she smelled of vanilla and Lavender. Of her smile, her laugh, her walk, and most of all the way she had kissed him. They had only kissed once but he would never forget it. Never.

Natsu was so lost in thought he didn't notice someone was sitting next to him. Not until he felt soft hands touch his arms and he inhaled her scent. Turning to face Natsu smiled, but it soon faded realizing he was seeing things, for he could see straight through her

Natsu reached up to touch her face and she faded at his touch. Crying again Natsu started to wonder why he kept seeing things. He wished the real Lucy would come back so he could hold her, kiss her, be with her just once more.

"Oh, but you can" he heard someone whisper in his ear. He turned swiftly only to see no one was their. "Join me in the afterlife Natsu." "Be with me forever." she whispered.

"Kill myself?" Natsu asked. "Yes. Do it Natsu so you can be with me forever." Her voice was the same and he tried to hold onto it but the sound kept slipping away." Go up to the top of the guild then. Jump!"

Natsu got up and walked back towards Magnolia with a destination, determination, and love in his heart he was heading to one place and one place one. Fairy Tail.

Walking up to the guild doors Natsu opened them and walked in. He then began climbing up the flight of stairs leading him to the top of the guild.

Opening the hatch to get up to the Natsu was mumbling to himself. " I love you. I Love You. I LOVE YOU!" He yelled.

As he got to the edge he started backing up. Focusing on Lucy he started running. With a leap he had jumped off.

As Natsu was falling he whispered " I want my tears back." He landed with a loud crack. Pavement breaking along with bones. Natsu died two days after Lucy. He wanted to be with her.

About a week later the guild found out Lucy hadn't died Gemini had morphed into her while she went to go get help. She returned alone without Natsu knowing he'd be at the guild. When she got there he had died.

(Authors Note: I'm sorry about this I got bored I cried while writing this… I'm sorry if I offended anyone. I just simple wanted to write a sad story. Thanks for reading! J)