I should have seen it from the start. Happiness isn't given to everyone.

Sure we all have happy moments in our life, but some of us can't help but think that the bad always finds a way to make the happy moments seem not so...well happy. After losing so many of those that I love, why would I think that I could make him stay forever? Honestly why would he want to stay forever.

It may be a bright and sunny day outside, but all I can see is rain. Maybe it is just the tears I can't stop shedding. I haven't been to the guild in weeks. I haven't seen any of my friends in weeks. Mavis knows the last time I smiled. Leo and Virgo are the only form of the world I have even glimpsed at, I dont even let the sun shine in anymore. Only the small rays of light that come through the edges of the curtain add a little bit of light into my room. I can't even call this my room. I have been staying at an inn located in a little village called Emerald. A place few know of, and even fewer people want to travel too.

I know I can't stay like this forever, soon the money I have been saving will run out. I need to face reality sooner or later. Yet I don't want to do anything, not until I can get that damn day out of my head.


HI! So this is my first time at a story since I was in High school so lets see how this goes. I have a huge LOVE for LAXLU so i figured there would be no better way then to maybe start writing Fanfics then with one about them! Now I know this seems gloomy, but don't worry it wont stay like that. I am a firm believer in happy endings. So this is the intro, let me know what you all think.

Thanks & Love

ElyseeXP