AN: hey this is a little thing I decided to type. Then I promise tomorrow I
will type some more of Unending Love. Swear it on my grandpa's grave! Well
anyway hope you enjoy!
Chapter One A girl's thoughts
I look up in the tree to see him sitting, his sliver blowing so wildly in the wind. He seems so distant so out there never noticing the beauty in life. Inuyasha why plant yourself in sorrow? Don't you see the beauty that surrounds you? How could you not? His golden eyes seem to drift to the sky as they hold emotion so unbearable. Each day we encounter some demon and it's always him who saves me always him who I can depend on.
Doesn't he get it? Each time I'm around you my heart stops my breathing comes short. You don't realize what you've done to me. Why Inuyasha? Why do you push me way and call me things you don't mean? I know you don't you hate me do you? I see the way he hides himself and puts up a wall to block everyone out; afraid that should he ever give his life to someone they'd only crush it. I see it in his golden orbs the way they hold such emotion, all of which are many.
I look at him in the eyes to see a pool of sorrow a pool of amber pain. But when someone comes up to you and confides in you I see just a little bit of hope roam in your golden amber eyes. Every move you make I watch and study you from afar, each time you run off and leave I feel my heart break. I feel scared and no longer secure.
Oh gods how many times do I dream of myself in you arms loving me the way you love her. To speak to me so gentle so kindly, but each time you do I feel just maybe you might care for me just a little not a lot. Please don't run from me I need you by my side. I need you because without you I feel incomplete. You hide yourself behind your act don't think I don't see through that. I know there's more to you that somewhere inside of you, you put on that act just to hide from everyone.
If only your heart were mine I would cherish and love it and kill myself if I ever broke it. In battle you amaze me the way you fight with your soul knowing where to go and where to turn. You say humans are weak and that you'd love to watch them die. If that's so then why do you save such people that you say you hate. You prove to me that you have feelings that you hold emotion.
It breaks my heart to see people call you a monster and a beast, and when I tell you their wrong. You shake your hand and hang in it in shame. And you go on believe ling them. It makes wonder if you would've turned out differently if they had been kind to you and saw what a treasure you are.
My heart shatters when I see you run to her like a dog following it's old master. Tears roll down my eyes every time you tell her how you feel and you won't push her way like do me. I always hope that somewhere in your heart part of it belongs to me, don't you get it she doesn't love you! She's dead Inuyasha dead you may love her but in return she only tries to take your life. Tell me is that love? I call it murder you have so much to live for, if not for me than look around. People need your help some do run to you in hopes that you will save them.
You say all you care about is becoming full demon and each time you say that it eats at my heart. Do you really wish to become some killing machine? Please say no for if that's truth than what am I really doing? I'm helping you to become a full demon so you can slaughter all those you saved. I know your mind now wavers on that thought and you no longer wish but keep locked in your mind.
How many times do I wish you could love the way I love you. I would die before I admit it though. I'm afraid of rejection of being heartbroken. Of seeing my entire world crash before my eyes. Of seeing you laugh in my face and tell me what a fool I am. Who could ever love me? I'm just a girl from the modern age with a life that is getting to complex. Inuyasha you say that I should go to Kouga or Hojo but behind that I can't help but see a little bit of hurt and envy.
But don't you get it I don't want them I want YOU, INUAYSHA the half demon. Inuyasha human and demon. I love you for who you are and I always will. I want you to be happy I want you to smile so I bite my tongue and stop myself from yelling I love you! When you say you've already chose Kikyo I feel my world crash and smash and break into a million shards of pain and sorrow. Yet I still stay with you even though you sometimes break my heart.
Is this love? To find someone and never give up hope of them loving you back? Of staying with them even though it kills you inside and out. To watch them kiss the one they love and yet you know you could never do that to him or her? To feel lost and lonely without them by your side.
To feel my heart pound when I'm around him and feel nervous yet calm and peaceful. On the nights when your human and you sleep on the ground by the others. I walk silently over to you and fall to my knees quietly. I love it when you face is so calm and peaceful. On those nights I stroke you face and brush your bangs back and caress you cheek to feel you snuggle more into my small hand.
Moments like that I cherish and love and keep in my mind, so young so confused in my mind. What is love? Are you just are crush or are you the real deal. Tell me I really want to know I can't help but feel so calm and so safe when I'm around you. God forbid me to ever lay my lips upon yours' to ever be held in your strong arms so lovingly.
Days when you are kind to me and show me your true self I feel so happy and so wonderful around you. When I say I want go home you pout and make me giggle inside myself though on the out I put on a angered face and drive you to kiss the ground. But the moment I leap into the enchanted well I feel a string of guilt tug at heart for hurting you so. How do I say what I want to say when there are no words to express it?
The stars shine bright as the moon glows upon you handsome face, the out line so much like a child's and yet the inner so mature so grown up. You look like a perfect dog angel with perfect features that seem to show everything when I'm around you.
When you look me in they eyes I feel like leaning in so my lips brush the tips of yours. Nights I dream of being held in your embrace of snuggling my face into you warm chest. Or times when I get injured and you carry me on your back I lay my head on your shoulder and pull lips into a grin. I rub my cheek up and down to feel you shiver under my touch.
Somewhat like when I barley touch the tips of you fingers or when you save me and pick me up while we sore through the air. I hold on tight as I lay in a form of bridal style in your arms. When you release I feel a shiver run down my body where you hands had been. And can't help but want you to feel that same sensation you give me when I'm in your arms. I lay in my sleeping bag as I let the night carry me away and lay my eyes close to dream yet another fantasy of you and me in love.
SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? GOOD BAD PLEASE REVIEW AND I'M GOINGTO UPDATE REALLY SOON!
Chapter One A girl's thoughts
I look up in the tree to see him sitting, his sliver blowing so wildly in the wind. He seems so distant so out there never noticing the beauty in life. Inuyasha why plant yourself in sorrow? Don't you see the beauty that surrounds you? How could you not? His golden eyes seem to drift to the sky as they hold emotion so unbearable. Each day we encounter some demon and it's always him who saves me always him who I can depend on.
Doesn't he get it? Each time I'm around you my heart stops my breathing comes short. You don't realize what you've done to me. Why Inuyasha? Why do you push me way and call me things you don't mean? I know you don't you hate me do you? I see the way he hides himself and puts up a wall to block everyone out; afraid that should he ever give his life to someone they'd only crush it. I see it in his golden orbs the way they hold such emotion, all of which are many.
I look at him in the eyes to see a pool of sorrow a pool of amber pain. But when someone comes up to you and confides in you I see just a little bit of hope roam in your golden amber eyes. Every move you make I watch and study you from afar, each time you run off and leave I feel my heart break. I feel scared and no longer secure.
Oh gods how many times do I dream of myself in you arms loving me the way you love her. To speak to me so gentle so kindly, but each time you do I feel just maybe you might care for me just a little not a lot. Please don't run from me I need you by my side. I need you because without you I feel incomplete. You hide yourself behind your act don't think I don't see through that. I know there's more to you that somewhere inside of you, you put on that act just to hide from everyone.
If only your heart were mine I would cherish and love it and kill myself if I ever broke it. In battle you amaze me the way you fight with your soul knowing where to go and where to turn. You say humans are weak and that you'd love to watch them die. If that's so then why do you save such people that you say you hate. You prove to me that you have feelings that you hold emotion.
It breaks my heart to see people call you a monster and a beast, and when I tell you their wrong. You shake your hand and hang in it in shame. And you go on believe ling them. It makes wonder if you would've turned out differently if they had been kind to you and saw what a treasure you are.
My heart shatters when I see you run to her like a dog following it's old master. Tears roll down my eyes every time you tell her how you feel and you won't push her way like do me. I always hope that somewhere in your heart part of it belongs to me, don't you get it she doesn't love you! She's dead Inuyasha dead you may love her but in return she only tries to take your life. Tell me is that love? I call it murder you have so much to live for, if not for me than look around. People need your help some do run to you in hopes that you will save them.
You say all you care about is becoming full demon and each time you say that it eats at my heart. Do you really wish to become some killing machine? Please say no for if that's truth than what am I really doing? I'm helping you to become a full demon so you can slaughter all those you saved. I know your mind now wavers on that thought and you no longer wish but keep locked in your mind.
How many times do I wish you could love the way I love you. I would die before I admit it though. I'm afraid of rejection of being heartbroken. Of seeing my entire world crash before my eyes. Of seeing you laugh in my face and tell me what a fool I am. Who could ever love me? I'm just a girl from the modern age with a life that is getting to complex. Inuyasha you say that I should go to Kouga or Hojo but behind that I can't help but see a little bit of hurt and envy.
But don't you get it I don't want them I want YOU, INUAYSHA the half demon. Inuyasha human and demon. I love you for who you are and I always will. I want you to be happy I want you to smile so I bite my tongue and stop myself from yelling I love you! When you say you've already chose Kikyo I feel my world crash and smash and break into a million shards of pain and sorrow. Yet I still stay with you even though you sometimes break my heart.
Is this love? To find someone and never give up hope of them loving you back? Of staying with them even though it kills you inside and out. To watch them kiss the one they love and yet you know you could never do that to him or her? To feel lost and lonely without them by your side.
To feel my heart pound when I'm around him and feel nervous yet calm and peaceful. On the nights when your human and you sleep on the ground by the others. I walk silently over to you and fall to my knees quietly. I love it when you face is so calm and peaceful. On those nights I stroke you face and brush your bangs back and caress you cheek to feel you snuggle more into my small hand.
Moments like that I cherish and love and keep in my mind, so young so confused in my mind. What is love? Are you just are crush or are you the real deal. Tell me I really want to know I can't help but feel so calm and so safe when I'm around you. God forbid me to ever lay my lips upon yours' to ever be held in your strong arms so lovingly.
Days when you are kind to me and show me your true self I feel so happy and so wonderful around you. When I say I want go home you pout and make me giggle inside myself though on the out I put on a angered face and drive you to kiss the ground. But the moment I leap into the enchanted well I feel a string of guilt tug at heart for hurting you so. How do I say what I want to say when there are no words to express it?
The stars shine bright as the moon glows upon you handsome face, the out line so much like a child's and yet the inner so mature so grown up. You look like a perfect dog angel with perfect features that seem to show everything when I'm around you.
When you look me in they eyes I feel like leaning in so my lips brush the tips of yours. Nights I dream of being held in your embrace of snuggling my face into you warm chest. Or times when I get injured and you carry me on your back I lay my head on your shoulder and pull lips into a grin. I rub my cheek up and down to feel you shiver under my touch.
Somewhat like when I barley touch the tips of you fingers or when you save me and pick me up while we sore through the air. I hold on tight as I lay in a form of bridal style in your arms. When you release I feel a shiver run down my body where you hands had been. And can't help but want you to feel that same sensation you give me when I'm in your arms. I lay in my sleeping bag as I let the night carry me away and lay my eyes close to dream yet another fantasy of you and me in love.
SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? GOOD BAD PLEASE REVIEW AND I'M GOINGTO UPDATE REALLY SOON!