Disclaimer: Homestuck was created by Andrew Hussie. I do not own any characters or themes mentioned in this fanfiction.

"Hello. Your name is…Eridan, right?"

"… Yeah."

"Well, hello, Eridan. My name's Feferi!"

Hmm… How long ago that had been. When we were a clean slate; there were no scratches on the paper.

"I can see where you're coming from… I think…"

"Why WOULDN'T you be able to understand?! … Well, of course you wouldn't get it. You're just a goody two shoes seadweller who thinks that ignoring the hemospectrum is going to get you more friends."

"…"

More and more fights tore out. I constantly broke her heart and tried to mend it. After some time, I would, but I would just break it again. I think after a while I stopped trying to fix her heart because I figured she could handle it. That she would understand.

"ERIDAN!"

"F..Fef?"

"I can't take this anymore. Go away."

"Fef?"

"NO! I said go away."

"Fef, I'm your moirail. I can fix this, just let me help you – "

'Don't you get it, Eridan?! It's your fault I keep… breaking like this. I just can't handle the things you say. It really does hurt to do this, Eridan. I really loved you, but…don't ever call me your moirail again."

At that point, my hysterical sobs had joined hers and I slid to the ground. I remember crying like that, my head in my hands, my throat scratchy and just getting worse, the salty violet tears streaming down my face that just reminded me of all the horrible things I'd said to her. It was hard. But I had been able to get a little better, over time.

"Ya know, it was horrible bein' all alone in there. Those angels were really glubbin' hard to kill!"

"You weren't even supposed to kill them, idiot."

Nobody seemed to understand that I was accusing them the whole time. They never visited me. They never communicated with me. I'm sure they all spread their little gossip around on Trollian, while I was left alone with my crosshairs and my brilliant mind. They didn't see how hard it was on me. They didn't see how much it hurt me. I'd gotten kind of used to having people surround me. Even though Fef was gone, Kar was there for the most part, and Gam is stupid enough to talk with anyone.

So when I entered the Land of Wrath and Angels, it opened up an old would and I think it was twice as worse than before.

"I'm goin' off to find Jack, Fef!"

"W…WHAT?!"

"I don't wanna die, obviously, so joining him is my best option. And as seadwellers, we should do this together."

"… Are you insane? You can't do that. You'll lead him to us and we'll all die. And you'll be alone."

"…!"

I know she was taking advantage of the one weak point I had. But it still hit hard. I wanted so, so badly to pull out my science stick and blast her head clean off. But I knew I couldn't. She still held a special place in my heart, though I'd never admit it. So I turned to Sollux, my nemesis.

Her matesprit.

I really was an idiot.

"I guess I'll have to beat you in round two."

Round two didn't take too long. I blasted Sollux in the face and he smashed into the wall, yellow pouring from his eyes. Fef was devastated. She didn't even run over to his body before beginning to scream at me.

"YOU MONSTER! YOU KRILLED HIM!"

At this point, she pulled her trident out.

"YOU KRILLED HIM, ERIDAN! YOU KRILLED –"

And I krilled her.

I didn't know what else to do. I was in shock. So when I noticed Kanaya running at me from behind, I turned around and killed her too. I didn't know what else to do.

I fled after that.