"You. Died. I…I watched it, I felt you leave me here…"
"Aer…"
"Him. He Died. I watched him fade. I can't. Crichton. John."
"Aeryn, I…"
" Two sides of the coin. You. Him. Crichton. John. I called him John. Maybe Crichton a few times. I can't do this."
"Aeryn, I want…"
"I hear his voice out of your mouth. Can't. You will make me forget what he said before you died. HE died. Death. Crichton. John… I can't do it again."
" Aeryn, look at…"
" I am a Peacekeeper. Was. Past, future, present, nothing makes sense. This cannot be real. We were good. Five by five he said. I am learning English…was learning it. What do you want from me?"
"Noth…"
" Don't. I was doing well. Irreversible contamination became a gift. It is a curse Crichton. I want my life back. Before this. Is this worth it? Don't answer me I don't want to hear it. Can't. I remember when I told you I never gave up. Him. I told him that day we were pulled into a sun. We worked together. A team. Better than my service with Peacekeeper command…and Velorek. There was no alpha, no lead. It was us. One coin he said. Would you say that Crichton? Don't answer that."