This is a two shot. It's about kai and Tyson, I will update the Tyson part ASAP, so don't worry bout it.
It's about the darkness Kai knows and about the lights that Tyson sees. Just read it and tell me what you think!
Thanks!
It is hard to swallow. It is hard to breath. It is hard to keep my eyes open. It is hard, life is cruel.
Is this how it is suppose to feel?
I can't bear the pain, I can't bear this feeling.
Darkness, all around me. It is hard to hear through the nothing. It is hard to listing. It is hard… It is hard to stay alive.
Every step I take, is another step back. But I don't want to take a step back. I want to take a step forwards, into the light, away from the darkness.
But there is no light.
It is hard to take steps, it is hard to see the light.
It is hard to remember. It is hard to remember your voice, you laugh, you scent. It is hard to remember you.
It is hard to continue. To go on. To be here, when you're not.
It is hard. And I can't bear it.
I want to turn back time. But that's impossibly.
I almost wish I never met you. When you have no friends, no beloved one, no one can hurt you.
No one can.
I am glad for meeting you, for loving you. But I can't take this. It is too hard.
What can I do?
There is only Darkness around me. Black… just black.
There is no other color.
Why? Why does it have to be so hard?
I can't let you go. I need you. I know you never knew, but now I wish I had told you.
I need you.
But it was hard to tell you.
And now I regret not telling you.
That I love you…