Disclaimer I do not own yugioh gx

I was on the bus going to school and this idea hit me and I had to write it in my English book

He will be loved

Chapter 1 before & wow

For the first year of my life at duel academy I was in depression, I focused on how to make other's happy but not myself and that's why I did nothing to stop them from taking advantage of me. Some people may say I was dumb to carry on going through this but it was my choice. I was everyone's sex toy that is until I meet him. This is the story of how I meet the boy of my life.

"jaden harder your not trying" atticus moaned. I couldn't help it. I was so tried. Yesterday syrus wanted us to have sex so I obliged and then zane said he just dumped his girlfriend so he wanted sex too. I was up until 5 last night and then I had to wake up at 6:30 and I didn't get to slip till 6:15 and now atticus had challenged me to a duel. There is too much pressure on me I'm gonna lose it.

"sorry atticus I didn't get much sleep" I said. Atticus looked at me. He knew I was everyone's sex toy and it was cause I was depressed. You see my parents died 2 months ago and it was my second year at duel academy and of course I didn't find out till earlier this summer. Second year finished 2 days ago so technically I only found out 2 days ago but I was everyone's sex toy even back then. Everyone loved me for my body. But my main depression is her.

My little sister Violet, she died in a fire when I was meant to be babysitting her, mum and dad we're at a party and everyone was after my parents as they were the top duellists in the world and someone set the house alight I thought she'd got out be she got caught and when the firemen brought her cold motionless body out my whole world fell apart. She wasn't just my sister she was my best friend the only person who would listen understand me. She was only 6 when she died.

I was against the idea of being everyone's sex toy at first but as time went by I gave in what was the whole point I'd already lost my best friend I doubt I could ever love again. In any way.

"who was it last night ??" atticus said. That brought me out of my train of thoughts.

"huh??" I asked. Alexis got up from where she was sitting.

"you've got to stop this seriously jay, your grades are going down, your tied its destroying you emotionally and physically and mentally" alexis said.

"it was syrus and zane last night" I said reluctantly.

" I'M GONNA KILL ZANE WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM HE'S CHANGED SO MUCH" atticus screamed he marched off. I ran up and stopped in front of him.

"how many times do I have to tell you its my choice to go through with it ok so just leave it" I said and ran back to the dorms. Hassleberry sat there.

"hey jay can we please do it now you've never done it with me and it's not fair I'm your best friend right so come on lets go" he said.

I just nodded as he stripped himself naked. I followed. He laid on the bed waiting. He sit at the end of the bed and began my way up to the main course.

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Hassleberry lasted at least 10 minutes and then I got changed had a shower got changed again and went to the roof top. Today was the day school started. I laid down as the sunlight hit me. It felt so good to be in the warm and I loved it. I drifted off to sleep.

X.X.X.

I woke up to see alexis shaking me. "come on we have the open pep rally" she said. I sighed and followed her into the hall. Alexis made sure I sat in between her and atticus that way nobody would grab my in a kiss or harass me. Then Councillor Shepherd came out and said we had knew transfer students. Oh great 4 new people to add to the list I thought. But then he came out. The most gorgeous boy I had ever seen.

"and this is jesse Anderson" Councillor Shepherd said. The boy looked directly at me and smiled. I smiled back.

"this is going to be one interesting year" atticus said. Me and alexis looked at him clueless.

"why ??" alexis said.

"cause jaden has just fallen head over heals in love" atticus replied.

I blushed "have not" I said defensively.

"yeah but your face says differently that pink colour added to your pale face makes you look cute no wander everyone wants to fuck you" atticus said.

Alexis slapped him.

"ignore him" she said and gave me a hug.