Flames
And I'll never get used to the texture of his skin pressed against mine. Again and again, every time our bodies collide, meeting the warmth, causing chills through my spine. I'll never get used to his breath on my neck and his strong hands traveling my whole body as he was the only one to ever know every inch of it.
I don't even know how much time I've waited for it. How many times I had imagined the taste of his mouth in mine, which words he would whisper in my ear or the weight of his body over mine. How I secretly wished for him to surprise me at the precinct or somewhere else, just to feel the rush, and to see the obvious tension between us, the looks and gazes, the eyes saying what the mouths were not able to.
And here we are, expressing our passion through our bodies, feeling the pace of our heartbeats getting faster as the air is magically taken out of our lungs. Having our bodies merged so hard like if we ever tear apart we'd not be able to feel again.
My brain has no function right now and I don't need it to work. I don't wanna think about consequences, about past or future. I just want to feel him and kill this undisclosed desire that burns my heart and my body.
I know we're more than this. We're bigger than this desire that eats me alive. But this feeling, this sensation is part of us; of what we are because we're love and passion. We're fire and breeze. I can slow down, damn, he can slow down. We're able to stop and just stare, to talk, to inhale this mood around us. But we chose not to. We could have burst into flames. Just seconds of it and everything would have been gone into ashes. But we're lasting. We are both enjoying and tasting ourselves, inch by inch.
We do it because we know how to stop. We've been talking; we've been figuring each other out for five years now, there's no need for introductions. I know him from inside out. Don't get me wrong, I know he has some secrets. I know that I don't know everything about him; he doesn't know everything about me either. But I know him; I feel him, and what I feel it's enough.
So what if we burst? It's better burst than extinguish.