Will you love me for who I am?
Prologue
Somewhere we can be together... I have always thought about that... have you? I'm starting to fell very very lonely... I wish it all could go back to the way it was but I guess we can't can we?
Me and him…we were always together… until she came… After that, we were never the same as before. She never liked to see us together, that's why she told me to stay away, to not get so close to you, but how could I. I'm your best friend, you were like a big brother to me and I the younger sister who was always protected, loved and kept away safe and sound and you would take all the blame. A great older brother, but you're not my brother, neither am I you're younger sister.
She would beat me up if I got too close to you and would scream at me that you're her "boyfriend" and she's you're "girlfriend", but I know she's not. She's just trying to get rid of me. She's using you.
But every time I try I just can't. Why? Because of the genuine smiles you show me, the way you treat me differently, the warm comments, the big bear hugs, all your gestures that shows me that you treat me differently.
You don't even treat Naruto that nice. Not even her, your "girlfriend", Karin. I can tell you treat me differently.
I want to get her away from you but I can't, I don't wanna see you get hurt because of what she's gonna do. Open you're eyes, I don't wanna see u get hurt…
I'm a selfish person, although you know that you still like me, but will you love me for who I really am? I hope you will… I'm already starting to break, getting even more lonelier than before. I'm already on the brink of breaking down into tears, but I don't want you to see the fake me, the weak loser that I am... I'm jealous... Yea, that's what I am, a selfish, jealous nobody.
I'm already starting to fade away,to turn into dust, to disappear from the face of the earth. Will you get me out of this endless abyss of darkness and hurt and take me to the heaven that you're in with you and spend the rest of our lives together? I hope you will, I'm falling deeper and deeper in it, you better save me soon, I'll be waiting for you even if it takes a lifetime, I'll always wait for you, because I love you too much to let you go, I'm never gonna let go of what's precious to me, that's what you taught me... Sasuke...