Hello, this is my first time publishing here, i have more thing on my tumblr account but i though they'll do better here so here it goes.
This is an after sex scene.
Haru's POV.
When we finally controlled our breath, there was silence between us. again. Why was it so hard for us to talk? or at least to talk of what matter. He sighed heavily, i guessed he was thinking the same, i don't know why. "Why can't we ever talk?" He said confirming my suspicions. I looked at him with my always straight face . We used to talk, back at those times when we were kids. But everything changed that day "because i hurt you" I enough out loud. I couldn't keep those words inside anymore, they have been torturing me for so long. Rin didn't look at me or chance, but i could see in his eyes my words got him. He sat up at the foot of the bed giving backs at me. "You know it wasn't your fault… it was mine" It didn't feel like it, I always thought i was the one who screwed it up between us. By leaving him down when he mostly needed me, and not been good expressing my emotions. Right now by example, i had no idea what to say. So i decided to act,i sat next to him surrounding him by the torso and kiss his cheek. He stayed thoughtful for a second and finally, he looked at me "and yet there's always been you" in that moment i could see all those repressed feelings on his eyes, while i accidentally reflected them. It made me thought that maybe, just maybe. We didn't need to talk. And with that last thought in my mind we kissed.