A/N: This is a little songfic that I think goes perfectly with the last scene in the finale. It's Brennan's POV and its really just the thoughts that I imagin are going through her head in the the last scene. The song is Far Away, by Nickelback. I hope you enjoy it!
Disclaimer: Sadly, all I own is the laptop I'm typing this on. I do not own Bones, nor David Boreanaz *tear* Nickelback isn't mine either. *tears*
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Far Away
A songfic, based around the song by Nickelback
This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait?
He's in a coma.
He's not the same person I walked into the operating room with this morning.
He wont wake up no matter how many times I beg him.
I whisper promises in his ear, I'm sure they'll get through.
I feel so helpless.
So lost.
I'm praying to his God, a God I don't even believe in,
because I'm sure that since he believes in Him,
it should be enough for his God to fix him.
Please fix him.
Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Cause you know
You know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
It's too late.
Why did I wait so long?
What held me back?
Don't tell yourself it was that stupid line.
The line was an excuse.
So that we didn't have to confront our real feelings.
I hid behind that stupid line.
He almost died before.
Why didn't that make me realize this?
Why didn't I tell him right then on that helicopter that I loved him more than words could express?
Why didn't I kiss him? What stopped me?
Logic?
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you I'd withstand
All of hell to hold you hand
Just open your eyes! I'll make it right.
I only need one more chance to make it right.
I'll tell you everything.
I'll open my heart and I'll give you the chance to hurt me.
Hell, I'll give you the gun!
Because I know you wont use it.
I know you'd never hurt me.
I know you'll understand.
You'll love me back.
Wont you?
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I wont give up
Cause you know
You know, you know
Your eyes are open.
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
Your eyes are open and I'm ready to say all those things!
I'm ready, Booth.
So far away, been far away for far too long
So far away, been far away for far too long
But you know
You know, you know
What?
Who am I?
No.
This isn't how it's supposed to happen.
You have to know who I am.
Please tell me this is a dream.
Please tell me it's not real.
I need you.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
Tell me you know who I am!
Tell me you love me!
Please don't do this to me.
Just one more chance.
I love you, I have loved you all along
And I forgive you for being away for far too long
So keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it, hold on to me, never let me go
I know.
I'm sorry.
I screwed this up so many times.
But I'm ready now, Booth, I'm ready!
But you don't remember.
Keep breathing cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it, hold on to me and never let me go
Hold on to me and never let me go
Hold on to me and never let me go
Please come back to me.
I'll never let you go again.
I'll never stop loving you.
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A/N: Thanks for reading! Reviews are greatly appreciated! I really need to know how I'm doing.
-K