Day1:
It's a new day in this world we live in. Full of young girls and boys that cant stand their lives. But most importantly they can't stand their body and I am sad to say I am one of those teens. Today I have decided to do the worst thing I could have ever done to myself. I have decided that me and food need to break up. Permanently. I'm fifteen years old and way 224.9 pounds. Yay me. My mother has repeatedly told me that I need to lose weight. That I'm basically disgusting to look at and I agree. I'm just to damn stubborn but this isn't for her. This is for me. I'm hoping to lose as much weight as possible so I can look like one of those girls that model dresses in magazines. Step one is to understand that I HAVE to lose weight and I'll take what I can get. After finding many pro anorexic websites I have created a plan and decided to log it. Yes I know the consequences but I wont let it get to far. Step one? Drop my friends. Drop them like a hot potato. Friends make everything to complicated. They worry to much and will most likely make me change my mind. So out they go. Step1 part 2: water. And lots of it. Before every meal you gotta chug chug chug and chug it down. Makes you full faster. I don't have school right now so it's easy for me to avoid eating. Lets see how it goes. I'm so excited!
Much love,
Maddie (not my real name but I bet you already knew that)