DISCLAIMER: I own nothing besides some of the events. Characters are Disney Channels and the story line most goes too Nicholas Sparks. Thank you for making such lovely topics.
Miley's POV until told differently.
Summer flings are simply harmless, Am I correct? No, that's a false statement. When people hear 'Summer fling' they think of those hallmark movies where you see the couple walking down the beach, holding hands, smiling, and having the time of their lives and then when summer is over, they cry a little and leave each other never saying something until like 5 years later when they see the person on a cruise or in a coffee shop. Well, this summer fling is completely different. I thought I was in love, I though he was different. I thought I loved him, and I thought he felt the same way. But no matter what, he'll always be in my heart. The times we had. But in the long run, it doesn't matter. During you summer fling you tell yourself that your feelings aren't present but somewhere along the line, something makes you realize that you actually have feelings for the guy that you were supposed to be hooking up with the whole time. You fall for someone knowing that they'll break your heart, and I was told as a little kid that it happens to the best of us, but, I knew knew how much it'd hurt. It kills. It feels like something was shot through my heart and I've been lying dead for weeks or maybe even months without anyone finding me, but I'm still alive somehow. Well, that's an exaggeration, but you get my point. It just hurts to get your heartbroken when you weren't aware of it happening slowly. When he'd talk to those girls on the pier thinking you two were just friends that fooled around once in a whole. But the whole time you were developing feelings for the guy you told yourself you couldn't fall for, but you did anyway. I was slowly dying seeing him smile at other girls the way he was supposed to smile at me. I never considered his feelings, I thought that sometimes he loved me back. But I was wrong, he never loved me, it was all a joke. I wasn't expecting love to come into my life and I don't regret it, but I wish it didn't break me as much as it did. It taught me a lot, though. It taught me that even though you let your guard down for the wrong people, it's good to let yourself live yourself without thinking about the future, but not only just thinking about the present, but spending your time with someone you care deeply about. Love is rare, well true love is. Not everyone finds it because it's that endangered. But I'll never be one of those people sitting in their room two weeks after they get home saying "I wish I could take back my whole summer" but in doing that, I'd be regretting the best time I've had in a while. I stepped out of my comfort zone and lived in the moment. My story is hard to tell because it's so personal. But I'm going to share it with you because I feel like you can handle it. I don't think I'll ever be able to forget my first love, my first kiss, my first adventure, my first time, and my first heartbreak.