We've become strangers
Walking a strange line
In time
Out of Step
Out of Line
I thought we'd be friends forever. I remember the days I would come to your house late at night. We'd sneak out and watch the stars. I remember the way your eyes lit up when you set your sight on the moon. I remember the noise you'd make when I kissed your cheek for the first time. It was a mix between a squeak and a giggle. It was one of the cutest noises I had ever heard. I remember sharing ice cream, and you'd always get some on your nose somehow. I would always end up kissing it off. I remember when you told me you loved me, you always had. I remember when I told you I felt the same.
It happened in stages
I was changing
I was changing without you
Then I remember that fateful day, when we lost our hearts to a stupid experiment. I remember losing you. If I had a heart, it would break. Your plans for getting our hearts back became all consuming, you didn't have time for me anymore. I tried so hard to hang on to you. So hard. I'd try and give you hugs, you'd push me away. I'd give you a compliment, you sent me a glare. What happened? I stopped trying eventually, I stopped going after a Nobody that doesn't even remember that special bond we shared. I stopped loving you.
And I'm falling away now
I'm falling away now
And I'm sorry darling
But I've broken it down
And I need to see this through
We'd talk, but it was only when you had to send me out on missions. You'd stare at me, bored, like you didn't even know who I was anymore. You don't know how badly I was dying inside. I sought solace in another being. Roxas. We quickly became close, but it still didn't fill that gap that I knew would always be there. Where my heart would be, I sometimes believed that you still had it.
'Cause I was your angel
Taking a good game
The same one you taught me to play
I did as you said. I did it all perfectly. I was begging and pleading that maybe if I did a good job, you'd be proud of me. If you were proud of me, then maybe you'd finally realize how close we really were. I just wanted you to do something. Anything that would make this gap be filled. What happened? What really happened? What did I do? I need to know.
You kept me in cages
With gilded spaces
Too small for me to stay
Everything was so overwhelming. Roxas was the only person that could make me feel happy. Like I wasn't just number being used. Roxas was there for me. We'd escape to the clock tower, to escape everyone and everything. I brought him ice cream, like I always brought you. I was trying to fill your spot with someone else. I should have known though. Nobody can fill your spot. You're irreplaceable.
How did I break you down
I let you in and you fucked me around
I tried my best you should know
You should have let me go
The space in my chest felt emptier then ever, when you asked me to bring Xion back, that she was useless. That would kill Roxas. I did it for you, against what my mind told me, because I need you. I want you to be proud, to approve. You tell me it's all for a real friendship. Then why are you doing all this to me? Why can't you act like before? I miss you.
And how did I become the enemy?
Thought I was everything you wanted from me
Have I become what you feared
Should I disappear this time
This time
Everything I did, I did for you. Why do you hate me? Scoff at me? Why can't you love me? I miss you. I need you. You used to need me. What happened? What has happened? Did I do something wrong? Am I not strong enough? Please, I love you. Love me back...Isa.