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This is just new. I know where I wanna go but I'm not sure how to get there. Hehe, some of the parts I sorta copied from a favourite book. Please don't tell. Of course, I'll edit it. And there's some swearing and if you don't know about the 'birds and the bees' you shouldn't read this. So well, let's just try. * smiles *
For the 1st two years of her being a squire things were fine. Her feelings for Neal didn't grow any stronger or weaker. They just stood there like a lump. Pretty lifeless.
Her 1st year went by pretty slow. Classes went by. New teachers, new kids. More 'The Girl's.' Numair's long lectures and Lindhall's creatures. Lord Wyldon and his jousting skills. Pushing her around like the quintain she jabbed everyday.
That was until she met Keevan. A handsome 15 year old. Who moved from Scanra because of 'stuff' he'd say. Black hair, lucious green eyes and darn handsome tanned skin.
She did like him. She knew that the first time she tripped and he helped her up. He was sort of the popular yet I-keep-to-myself kinda guy. And she got attracted to him.
So they started getting together. She skipped her little meetings with her 'they're just friends' and started going to the Dancing Dove. They'd gamble and drink. Of course flirt with each other too. I mean a beautiful brunette and a black haired guy. Who wouldn't be attracted?
They went as far kissing until he started forcing himself onto her. A little bit at a time of course. Kiss here, then there. Until she'd get uncomfortable. She'd tell him but then he started abusing her. He'd start hitting her in the back. Below her stomach where it would hurt real bad. On her arm where it wouldn't show any black or blue bruises. He never raped her though. A little surprising.
And all Kel could do was watch his fist go into her body. Her Yamani skills had been forgotten since she had been drinking lately. As well as smoking tobacco. Yes, tobacco. Keevan introduced it to her.
A few more things she found out about him as their relationship grew. She did a little research and from a friend of Keevan's found out that Keevan left Scanra because he had killed somebody. Murder! She thought to herself. He dealed and did drugs. A couple of pages, squires and knights actually did buy them.
" To get a little tension, off chick! " Keevan would say.
The tension of what though, she always wondered. At least none of her friends, who had lately been bothered by her not showing up to classes on time, didn't take any.
Then one day she finally said she didn't want to stay with him anymore. It would hurt of course but at least not hurt her, physically or emotionally anymore.
Although it ended up pretty badly. He did rape her. And she just pinched her eyes as to not feel anything. Then he hit her in the stomach and punched her jaw. Which later on was diagnosed as broken but then cured. Her arms were nothingness after he had stabbed them with a knife. Then forced her to kiss him.
Eventually of course, and after alot of pleading and crying on Kel's part, he finally hit her one last time and dropped her on the side of the road. No clothes, no weapons. Nothing. A bare, tall, pretty girl who was vulnerable to anyone and anything to pass.
Somehow she got into the palace without anyone noticing her. Maybe Peg and Crown, though. And possibly even Jump. She shed the tears. Long, salty, hot tears. Streaming unwantedly down her face, while she sat in bed hugging her blanket as close to her body as if it were skin. Replaying what had just happened over and over again.
Crown peeped and cheeped, asking what was wrong. But Kel was too sad and still gulping down tears to answer. And Jump was too sleepy at that time to care.
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This is just new. I know where I wanna go but I'm not sure how to get there. Hehe, some of the parts I sorta copied from a favourite book. Please don't tell. Of course, I'll edit it. And there's some swearing and if you don't know about the 'birds and the bees' you shouldn't read this. So well, let's just try. * smiles *
For the 1st two years of her being a squire things were fine. Her feelings for Neal didn't grow any stronger or weaker. They just stood there like a lump. Pretty lifeless.
Her 1st year went by pretty slow. Classes went by. New teachers, new kids. More 'The Girl's.' Numair's long lectures and Lindhall's creatures. Lord Wyldon and his jousting skills. Pushing her around like the quintain she jabbed everyday.
That was until she met Keevan. A handsome 15 year old. Who moved from Scanra because of 'stuff' he'd say. Black hair, lucious green eyes and darn handsome tanned skin.
She did like him. She knew that the first time she tripped and he helped her up. He was sort of the popular yet I-keep-to-myself kinda guy. And she got attracted to him.
So they started getting together. She skipped her little meetings with her 'they're just friends' and started going to the Dancing Dove. They'd gamble and drink. Of course flirt with each other too. I mean a beautiful brunette and a black haired guy. Who wouldn't be attracted?
They went as far kissing until he started forcing himself onto her. A little bit at a time of course. Kiss here, then there. Until she'd get uncomfortable. She'd tell him but then he started abusing her. He'd start hitting her in the back. Below her stomach where it would hurt real bad. On her arm where it wouldn't show any black or blue bruises. He never raped her though. A little surprising.
And all Kel could do was watch his fist go into her body. Her Yamani skills had been forgotten since she had been drinking lately. As well as smoking tobacco. Yes, tobacco. Keevan introduced it to her.
A few more things she found out about him as their relationship grew. She did a little research and from a friend of Keevan's found out that Keevan left Scanra because he had killed somebody. Murder! She thought to herself. He dealed and did drugs. A couple of pages, squires and knights actually did buy them.
" To get a little tension, off chick! " Keevan would say.
The tension of what though, she always wondered. At least none of her friends, who had lately been bothered by her not showing up to classes on time, didn't take any.
Then one day she finally said she didn't want to stay with him anymore. It would hurt of course but at least not hurt her, physically or emotionally anymore.
Although it ended up pretty badly. He did rape her. And she just pinched her eyes as to not feel anything. Then he hit her in the stomach and punched her jaw. Which later on was diagnosed as broken but then cured. Her arms were nothingness after he had stabbed them with a knife. Then forced her to kiss him.
Eventually of course, and after alot of pleading and crying on Kel's part, he finally hit her one last time and dropped her on the side of the road. No clothes, no weapons. Nothing. A bare, tall, pretty girl who was vulnerable to anyone and anything to pass.
Somehow she got into the palace without anyone noticing her. Maybe Peg and Crown, though. And possibly even Jump. She shed the tears. Long, salty, hot tears. Streaming unwantedly down her face, while she sat in bed hugging her blanket as close to her body as if it were skin. Replaying what had just happened over and over again.
Crown peeped and cheeped, asking what was wrong. But Kel was too sad and still gulping down tears to answer. And Jump was too sleepy at that time to care.
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