Summary: Yoruichi leaves Soi Fon behind and Soi is left restless. What she didn't know is that she isn't the only one who's restless.
A/N: Sorry, I'm not good at summaries. Anyway, this is my first fanfic. Bear with me please. Hope you enjoy! I kinda worked hard on this.
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Bleach. Tite Kubo does. I also do not own the song "Restless" by Evanescence.
Restless
She embraced with a smile
As she opened the door
A cold wind blows
It pulls a chill into my heart.
At first, I didn't believe it. When someone told me that she left, I thought it wasn't true. I know she wouldn't leave me like that. At least not without saying goodbye. The rumor continued to spread and it started to bug me. So I decided to prove it myself.
I finally reached the doors to her room. But suddenly, my hands started to shake, then my whole body trembled. I started to wonder. What if the rumors were true? What if she did leave? I decided not to open the doors but I have to know. I need to know the truth. I slowly slid both doors open. The aura in the room seemed different. It was awfully quiet inside and the air felt so cold. I felt my heart wrench. In front of me is her throne… correction… her empty throne.
You have taken away the trust
She promised me last night. We said "always" but it didn't even last for a day. She broke that promise. She betrayed me. Worst of all… she betrayed my trust.
You're the ghost haunting through her heart
Past and present are one in her head
You're the ghost haunting through her heart
Everything in the world of the living seemed different. Kisuke would try to cheer me up but I usually turn him down. "I know things seem different here, Yoruichi-san. You would get used to it soon, so don't worry." Kisuke once told me. "It wouldn't be so different if Soi was around." "Yoruichi-san, I'm sure she would understand why you left." "She is probably hating me right now." "Yoruichi…"
I tried my best to forget about her but I just can't seem to do it. I tried not to think about her but everytime I'm not thinking of anything else, it just pops out of my head.
Take my hand as I wonder through
All of my life I gave to you
Take my hand as I wonder through
All of my love I gave to you
"I promise to serve you with my mind, body and soul." That was my oath to her when I became her personal bodyguard but I can't even do it if she's not around. She was everything to me. She was my life, my world. She was everything I ever wanted to be. But it seems to me that all those dreams are lost. Probably never to be found again.
A/N: -sigh- Just thinking about their past makes me sad. Somehow, I can relate with Soi's experience… in a different way. R & R! Reviews are greatly appreciated! Thanks for reading!