Where are you Dashie? That was the question I was asking these days. I wake up every morning disappointed and go to sleep excited.
I see her in my sleep, but wake for a few minutes always in a strange serene white room. But that's why I need her, she makes my life a little more colorful. I've come to hate being awake. I always seem to be trying to sleep, because then I can be with her. When I wake up I'm in pain. She makes that pain go away. She tells me everything will be okay. Sometimes I don't believe her. Because when I wake up I'm bleeding and Mommy and Daddy are cry. But Mommy and Daddy always hit me at home. That's why I'm in the white room. The man in the mask says that inside my body is bleeding. But I told him Dash will take care of me. He asked me who Dash was, I told him she was my best friend. He said no one has been to the room. I told him she is here every night. Now the doctor sleeps in my room, he said to make sure I'm safe. I told him there's no need, but he said he would stay anyway. She told me she loved me today. I told her I loved her back. When I woke up, there was slow beeping. The masked man was above me, he faded and she appeared. She told me it was okay. I believed her. Then her world appeared and I didn't hurt anymore. I was happy then happy with her.