Disclaimer: I do not own vampire diaries :(
prologue
Trying to chase after someone who practically stole your heart isn't easy. It's been 4 months since Bonnie left mystic falls and 4 months since she left me, knowing how I felt about her. Have I seen her? Yes, I went looking for her and I succeeded. Has she changed? Well I don't know I didn't actually get to talk to her.
Damon's POV 4 months ago.
After that unfortunate.. erm I don't really know what to call it moment? where I told Bonnie "I loved her" I found my feet dragging on the floor taking me to the mystic grill to drown my sorrows in a glass of bourbon and to suck a willingly, desperate, sexy girls blood dry, Which is normally on my daily schedule; Don't ever show any emotions just turn them off, Drink (bourbon of course), find a delicious female, play with her for a bit then stick my two charming friends from my one charming mouth into her neck or wrist (preferably neck). Yep this will be an interesting eternity.
But the Thing is going back to the "turning off my emotions" I just can't every time I try to, thoughts of Bonnie keep popping in my head making it very hard for me to actually walk into the mystic grill and take home a sexy women, But that's the thing. No women is as sexy or as beautiful as Bonnie. There's a whole lot of other stuff about Bonnie that is breathtaking like her personality and stubbornness but I can't put them in words. Oh shit I'm turning like St Stefan and his feelings for Elena my former Love, which I don't know if it was true or if it was just reminiscence of my tryst with Kathrine.
Realization then, hit me like a rock as I was standing outside the grill, seeing women of all ages swooning over me, But I ignored them casually walking out of view of them or anyone else then running to my home in a blur. I am going to find Bonnie besides, life's getting boring, distractions are not what they used to be bonnie keeps getting in the way.
A/N sorry this chapter was quite short I thought I'd Give an in look of what Damon was feeling at the time and what he was going to do about it. :)