yes I have started ANOTHER Camp Rock story. Ok well I have started a whole bunch of stories but here comes two more (I'm not sure what the other one will be called but it is in the making XD) and the holidays are coming in…2 and a half weeks!!! Aaghhh!!! Do you think my excitement is obvious…well yea but I don't care if people say I should stop this story (or my other one) because it aint happening! Lol I am going to continue them anyways XD I have big plans for these two XD but I would like to know what you think , hey lovebug just came on the Telly lol ANYWAYS!!! (haha I'm a Disney addict if you haven't already guessed XD lol) haha sweater vests ANYWAYS! Gosh doesn't Joe suit those glasses and Camilla Belle is AWESOME in horror movies ANYWAYS (oh god Caitlin Focus! Lol) back to the subject!!! I will continue these stories no matter what! XD and I promise you will get PLENTY more updates in the holidays XD so yea XD please enjoy and- aaahhhh I love the rock bit and Joes scream and the ROCKIN guitar solo!!! Aaaagghhhhh…sorry fangirl moment…again…lol I will start the story now lol XD enjoy…
"not here you don't" My best friend Caitlyn (AN/ok this is REALLY weird spelling Caitlyn WRONG! So I will just call her Cait from now on k XD) said ushering me through the crowd of campers that had gathered to watch the scene unfold.
We finally got to the docks where I just let the tears stream down my face. I couldn't stop crying. I know this will sound a little melodramatic but MY LIFE IS RUINED!
"I'm sure Shane will forgive you, just give him time" Cait said trying to cheer me up. But to no avail.
"No he won't! he never will! He opened up to me, he trusted me we told each other everything, it was really big trust thing for him, I was his confidant, I really betrayed him Cait, I just lost the love of my life I have a right to be upset and ashamed of myself because it is all my fault." I cried, sitting down dejectedly on the dock.
"yea Mitch but- Wait did you just say you LOVED him?!?" oh god. What have I down now. Oh well I don't care who knows now it wont change anything.
"Not LOVED I still do LOVE him but it doesn't matter now. He hates me I could see it in his eyes. I hurt him bad Cait. Real bad." I thought when my lie was found out it wouldn't be this bad. But boy was I wrong. (AN/ ok just think of the scene in Camp rock when Tess confronts Mitchie about the lie infront of the entire camp, well that but 10 times worse!!! Hehe Tess is Evil but I am more hehe)
"It will be okay Mitch, if it was meant to be it will happen, and I think he loves you two Mitch"
"No way Cait he doesn't and never loved me, he loves the girl with the voice"
"yea but what if you are the girl with the voice? Huh Mitchie"
"not a chance, hardly anyone has heard me sing Cait I doubt popstar Shane Grey has" I whispered as my tears started burning my eyes again.
"well you don't know for sure Mitchie, and he may love you even if your not the voice" I can't bring myself to believe her. I just ran off to my cabin and locked myself in the bathroom.
1 week later
"Mitch you have got to pull yourself together. Is he really worth all this pain, or is there something else" Cait said sitting down on the dock again. I have been down there a lot lately.
"yea well I have a bit of a recurring past and this is the last time it happens, I cant deal with the pain anymore." I said tears stinging my eyes again.
"what do you mean Mitch, you have got to move on from the past, if you just talked it out with Shane I'm sure he would understand. I'm sure he will still love you"
"Cait! You don't get it! He never loved me, he never will love me! nobody has ever loved me so why should he. Quite frankly I don't see why he ever would love a liar. I know I wouldn't even love me. I'm done with all the heart break I have had too much, all I wanted was to fit in for ONCE in my life! was that so much to ask. Nobody at camp knows my past, not even my mother so, so, why bother getting my hopes up just to be crushed again." I shouted before racing off to my cabin, tears streaming down my face. I felt bad for Cait, I shouldn't have gone off at her but false hope and charity is not what I need right now. The second I was in the cabin I locked myself in the bathroom and didn't come out.
Tess' POV
I was walking off to find Mitchie, I felt bad for what I did last week, yes I know 'EXTRA! EXTRA! Tess Tyler has a heart!' But I didn't expect her to still be this hurt, I have hardley seen her in classes and on the rare occation I do, I wish I hadn't. She is a complete wreck. Shane too. I was walking by the docks when I saw Her sitting there crying with Cait trying to comfort her.
"Cait! You don't get it! He never loved me, he never will love me! nobody has ever loved me so why should he. Quite frankly I don't see why he ever would love a liar. I know I wouldn't even love me. I'm done with all the heart break I have had too much, all I wanted was to fit in for ONCE in my life! was that so much to ask. Nobody at camp knows my past, not even my mother so, so, why bother getting my hopes up just to be crushed again." She shouted before running off. Oh man what did I do? All because I was Jealous. I never thought I would find out the moral of the story this early in…wow…I need to fix this somehow. But I need to talk to Shane first…
"Shane! Shane! I need to talk to you now!" I shouted, running straight into his cabin. I'm positive he is in here, he must be, he is no where else now a days.
"what Tess haven't you ruined my life enough all ready" he said quietly almost like he was crying. Oh god this will be tough. Ok Tess you can do it. Come on just swallow your pride. It's not that hard.
"Shane. I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, Mitchie never actually lied to you. EVER. She just lied about who her mum was. She never wanted to hurt you. I made out that her lie was bigger just so she would stop hanging out with you and she would lose Final Jam. I'm sorry shane. I never meant it to affect you two so much"
"Tess. Ugh- Tess. ugh- Tess!. How could you! You just…UGH! Just get out of here why should I believe you now! How do I know Mitchie didn't put you up to this or is there something else about her you haven't told me" Shane said. I could see the tears brimming at his eyes.
"yea this is something else about Mitchie Shane she is hurt. Really bad. She is locked up in her bathroom crying her eyes out again because of what I said and what you said. Will you just talk to her and forgive her" I pleaded.
"No! why should I! she hurt me" my god Shane Grey is SO oblivious, can't he see.
"Shane. Mitchie Freakin' Loves you! She never lied to you ok. I did. The only reason she started the lie about her mother was because of me! and some of her seriously deep pscychologocal issues that I don't want to know about but you SHOULD! Because you love her too!"
"I don't know Tess. I don't think I can face her again after what I said to her" Shane said sighing in defeat.
"Shane figure it out I have said all I can say and sure she has been crying and stuff this week but I saw the look on her face, I'm not sure how many more times until she will lock herself in the bathroom and never come out. And you wanted to know one more thing about Mitchie" I leaned on the bed and whispered in his ear.
"she is the girl with the voice" at one last look at the shock on Shanes face, I left. I really hope he gets to her in time.
Mitchies POV
"aah I need my blade! where is it?!?" I thought aloud.
"looking for this?!?" I spun around.
"Cait give it to me!" I shouted reaching for it.
"NO! you're not doing this its stupid! What good does it do huh?!? Just bringing more pain on yourself!" Cait shouted at me.
"oh get off your high horse you have no idea what I have been through, now just give it to me and piss off!" I shouted reaching for it again.
"what happened to you Mitch. No longer than a week ago you would never have been swearing like this or being so…this!"
"ok Cait I'm sorry I don't know whats wrong!" I cried falling onto the bed.
"its ok Mitch we all fall apart sometimes" Cait said hugging me.
"yea I guess. God I was stupid! Can I just be alone please I'm going to have a nap" I asked Cait
"yea sure just be careful and don't you dare touch that blade!"
"dont worry about me just go have fun"
"ok, if your sure. I'm glad your thinking rationally again. see you later" Cait said before leaving.
Wow who knew I was such a good actress.
I grabbed my all too familiar blade and locked myself in the bathroom, again...
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"Mitchie! Mitchie! Open the door! Please don't do this open the door!" it was Shane what does he want now.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted through tears.
"no! I'm sorry! I shouldn't have overacted like that. Just don't do it!
"Why would you care Shane! you never cared before!"
"because I just realised that I-I- I- I love you Mitchie torres!" Shane shouted. Did I hear him correctly? Did he just say he loved me! I slowly opened the door and he lunged inside and kissed me with full force! I dropped the blade.
"promise me you will never pick that up EVER again!" Shane said to me as he pulled away from the kiss. I slowly nodded looking down ashamed.
"Mitchie we have to talk...why were you doing it? And I know its not just because of what happened at Camp. what happened before?"
"well…I…I'm not sure if I'm ready to tell anyone…" I said before bursting into tears. What is it about this guy that makes me so vulnerable.
"its ok tell me in your own time." Shane said before kissing me again. If only I never had to tell him my past…
I know this chapter is REALLY dramatic and unrealistic but I don't care XD I hope you guys liked it anyways though XD please Review XD it would mean a lot to me XD isnt the "Lovebug" video AWESOME!!! lol I really shouldnt watch TV while doing this lol XD
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~KT~