Reappearances
Life Goes on
8.00 am Thursday 18th March
It was five years to the day since…………….
Since what thought Bella
Since her heart was ripped out of her chest never to find its way back
Since the whole life she planned disappeared before her eyes
Or since the love of her life told her he didn't love her anymore
In the five years since Edward Cullen had left her life Bella knew she had tried to bring some sense of normality into her life.
She went to the university of Chicago, she had some friends that she enjoyed being with and she had a great flatmate at times who could sometimes be a bit pushy but on the whole was just like the big brother she never had.
Although Bella had gone to great pains in the five years they had known each other to hide the agony she went through every day she knew sometimes he saw through it. When these days happened Bella was reminded how much she liked Matt as soon as he saw that slight twinge in her eyes which let out only the tiniest portion of what she was really feeling he ordered a takeaway pizza, brought out the ice cream and made her a hot chocolate. He then nipped down to the video store and got out the romantic classics which would make her feel better because they gave her the smallest glimmer of hope that maybe he would come back to her one day.
Flash-back
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They were in a beautiful meadow but the girl thought that the meadow was nothing compared to the beauty of the boy sitting beside her. "You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever."
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End of flash-back
So much for his words that day or all the other days he told her he loved her. So much for I'll stay as long as you need me. She still needed him now. She needed him every second of every day of ever year that had gone by and she knew that she would need him until the end of time and that her soul would not be whole without him. He balanced her out he truly was her other half.
Bella though of all this while she was lying in bed. It was her ritual every morning to think of what was, what she had and what might have been. She had heard people say it is not good to dwell in the past for it is over and will never be again, but Bella could never help herself and the memories although painful gave her the strength each day.
6.00 pm
Home from another hard day at college. Bella knew she wanted to be a physcologist because she wanted to help people she wanted to stop them going through the pain she went through. Just as she sank onto the sofa ready to crash Matt jumped out from behind her." Nope" he said " you are not just lying on the sofa all evening again, I got us invited to a party so go get changed and I'll meet you back here in five minutes."