Hi everyone,im new to fanfiction,this is my first one,enjoy!
Annie's memorys.
I still miss those eyes,thise big,bold eyes. Hisfixatedgaze on me always gave me somthing to smile about,even on the darkest days. He was the only one,who could,who would calm me from thoseterrifying visions,of the games. On the day of the reaping we did nothing more but exchange glances, but still then,before my games,before his, I felt the tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach that only he could make me feel, only him.
It was a bit of a coincidence that I was picked, he was my mentor. But even then,if forgot that tingling feeling, i forgot everything, my mind only concentrated on getting out of this nightmare alive. That arena,it played with my mind. It was the year of the 'Big Freeze' as they named it as most of the tributes that wernt killed in the blood bath froze to death. I managed to get by by killing animals with fur coats,skinning them and weaving fur coats out of it. But i couldnt just wait for everyone to freeze,food was becoming scare,i needed to hunt. I killed. The two words i can never get my head around,and i never will really be able to.
The visions,the nightmares ,they haunt my soul and then drag every inch of it out of me,i was drained of life. But Finnick came. He was the only person that could take the horrors away. He was there to comfort me when everyone was just laughing about mad old Annie,when life just beat me up and broke me into 1000 tiny peices, and now...he is Gone.
When I heard the god forsaken tragedy,history repeated its self. I would not be here today if it wasn't for Finn,mine and Finnicks newborn son. Shortly after his death it became clear that Finnick was still with me, not only in my heart, but also inside my womb,growing. That was what helped me through, Finnicks angle sent down to me ,his final gift to me. My thoughts concentrated on him,everyday I hung onto the thought that Finnick was still with me and he still is today.
I take him to the ocean,my son, I show him the place his father loved the most in the world, he lives in me,my son and also in the waves, the glistening waves ,just like his only he knew, the horrors we both went through. I can't face the questions just yet but when I do I have the letter. It explains a lot, how much he loves me,why he had to go and fight against Snow. Finn's daddy is a hero.
The End
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