Author's Note: This is *technically* my first fan-fic. My real first one failed because I was too lazy to continue it, and nobody was reading it anyways. So I count this one as my first. This fan-fic is based off of the song "Somebody That I Used To Know" by Gotye ft. Kimbra. The lyrics the paragraph is based on will be displayed at the top of the paragraph. This is a Bat fan-fic, for all you Bat lovers. (Sorry Bade fans, and Bori fans!) So, anyway, enough with my rambling. Here's the story! :3
Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious or the song "Somebody That I Used to Know."
Chapter 1
CPOV
Now and then I think of when we were together
I sat in my room, on my pink and red velvet bedspread. Looking in the mirror, I saw that my usually long red velvet hair was curling and turning back to its usual light brown coloring. I sighed. To others, I may seem happy and bubbly, but when I was alone… I don't know, I was just like every other teenage girl. The reason I was so out of it was because of… well, I was thinking of him. The one who broke my heart. I was thinking of when Beck and I were together. I laid down on my bed, my head sinking into the soft pillows.
BPOV
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I sat on the bed in my trailer, marking another day in my mental calendar. Another day that Cat hadn't called, or even texted. I still remembered the words she had said on our ten month-iversary, which had been a few weeks ago.
Cat giggled.
"I feel so happy, Beck!" She leaned into my chest. "I could die!"
I smiled at her, "But you won't, right?"
She giggled again. "Of course not, Becky!"
I became stern, but I was just teasing. "BECK, Cat. Not Becky."
CPOV
I told myself that you were right for me
I sat up on my bed and sighed, for the millionth time. Beck just wasn't my type. We were complete opposites; he was calm, cool, and collected, I was the bubbly, energetic, and easily offended girl. Opposites attract? Well, they used to, I guess. Jade and Beck. Beck and I. But after… I can't think about it. I just can't believe I told myself that he was right for me.
BPOV
But felt so lonely in your company
I winced at the good memories flowing through my head and stared up at the ceiling. Another thought ran through my head, but this one wasn't good. It was bad. Mean. Cruel. It wasn't important though, right? I mean, just because Cat was different… but I can't control my feelings. I had always felt lonely in her company, like I was the only one participating in the relationship. I guess I had missed the other person… which was why I had killed Cat inside. Everyone knew she was a bit… not all there. A bit spacey.
CPOV
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
I sighed, again. Had I really loved Beck? Obviously. After he did what he did, I had been torn up inside when I walked away. I guess that was love. After all, like my father said, (always after telling me to stop talking all the time), love was made up of heartache and heartbreak. When Mommy came into the room, though, he said that when you find your soul mate, it's made up out of just love. I guess Beck wasn't my soul mate.
Author's Note: I got the CPOV and BPOV from someone's fan-fic, so credit to them! Please review, I will still continue the story if you don't though. By the way, this isn't a one-shot, even though it looks like it.