Title: Short-Fic Part Of Me (1/1)
Author: KornFreak6662000
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Anyone and I do Not Own The Song. The Song is owned by
Linkin Park
Distribution: Don't Take Without asking me first

Part of me won't go away
Everyday reminded how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
And just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life
And wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see right next to the heart of me
Heard of me the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity
I rather not even be then the man that's staring in the mirror through me

Matt knew that December was a busy month for him. He hated leaving Amy at home
in Cameron. He missed her so much. Matt had an idea on how to make it up to to
her. He couldn't wait to put his plan into action. He could smell her scent
already and it was driving him crazy. Matt now couldn't wait to get home to be
with her.

Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Matt was doing his last autograph signing which meant that this was his last
public appearance for a while. He was so happy because he wanted to get home and
see the love of his life and that was Amy. Matt missed the sweet kisses, the
gentle touches, the cuddling, the sweet talks, and her scent. Her scent drove me
completely crazy.

It can't be frightening if you've never felt it
Once it's been dealt with you feel like you've been touched by something angelic
And then melted down into a pool of peace
Cease to be the animal you used to be
Remove the broken parts you know were wrong
And feel the karma when the problem's all gone
And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
And that reason will last fight to free yourself
Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well
And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart
Where your insides bruise
You can live if you're willing to
Put a stop to just what's killing you

Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me
Cut myself free willingly
Stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently
This part of me won't go away, part of me won't go away

Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be
Every time I see myself I see there's always something wrong with me

While on his way home Matt wondered what Amy was doing all this time. He knew
for sure that she missed him just as much as he missed her. When Matt was on his
way home he stopped at a couple of places. He stopped at a flower shop and
bought a dozen red roses for her. Then he stopped a candy store and bought a box
of chocolates. Then after the candy store he stopped at a candle store to buy
some sweet smelling candles for his romantic evening with Amy. After he was
done picking up his supplies he had to make one last stop. That last stop was at
a Jewelry store to pick out an engagement ring. Matt was going to propose to her
on Christmas. He was a bit timid to do it but he was going to do it anyway. He
was timid to do it because he was afraid that she would say no. Matt shook the
thoughts out of his head and picked out a beautiful ring and continued on his
journey home.

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me
I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me