This is a KakaSasu (Yaoi) fanfiction. You hear that? YAOI not FATHER/SON or anything like that. This in other words contains SMUT, LEMON, BOYXBOY, HOMOSEXUAL...get the picture now? I hope so.
Rated M
Story will contain the following: Yaoi, steamy smex, rape, anal, blow jobs, violence, rough smex (sometimes), bondage, technically statutory rape (Due to ages), dirty talk, swearing, graphic disturbing images, hormones, horniness, mood swings, very ooc characters, teenage drama...oh and mpreg.
Yes you heard me damn well. I did say MPREG! If you do not like Mpreg then you should stop reading right now and give up. Flaming and bashing will be unexceptionable on my part, why? BECAUSE I GAVE YOU THIS WARNING!
Sasuke was sitting at home, he had called in sick today alerting his sensei that he didn't feel good enough to go on the mission they had today.
However the boy knew, that was far from the truth as to why he now sat in his childhood home instead of his appartment, crying while sitting his bed in his old room with a vase in his hand and a red and black katana resting beside him on the light blue sheets.
Though he hated to miss out on training he just couldn't bring himself to go on the mission, especially on this day.
He hated lying to his sensei, he absolutely hated it.
If Sasuke had to be throughly honest he didn't just respect the man, to be blunt he thought he used to have a crush on his blond idiot of a team mate.
But then he got to know Kakashi Hatake their sensei a bit more and he immediately fell in love with him, plus Kakashi actually seemed to care about him.
The young Uchiha had always known he was gay but his pride of the Uchiha name would not let him reveal that secret to anyone, not even Kakash.
Sasuke had stopped by his sensei's house early in the morning around six and told him he wasn't going and that he had thrown up, after getting an okay from Kakashi that they'd be fine without him he left and just got something to eat and came here to the old Uchiha estate tearing off the caution tape and everything to get into his boarded up house.
Dust had collected over the last six years and he scared out at least seven rodents before getting them all out and cleaning the house which took hours.
He cleaned every room.
Even his brother's.
Now it looked clean and nice but still it hurt, he felt like he could feel his parents due to the chilly air in the house.
God how he wished his parents were here, but that was not possible.
So now, here he sat sobbing like a two year old who lost a balloon.
This was the only spot though he thought he could grieve privately because Naruto would likely look for him after the mission or whatever their sensei had them do today.
Ten o' clock at night and he still sat here crying, eyes burning and red.
The one room he had hated the most was his parents bedroom and the hardest part of cleaning that room was he couldn't stand looking at the chalk that had been the outline of their dead bodies after the massacre. He scrubbed that and cried like he never had before as he remembered back to the day he was left an orphan and how his life had been changed forever.
He had to admit, he was a little annoyed at his team even his sensei, though it was partially his fault for not telling them so it gave them a reason not to understand why this day was so horrible for him.
The anniversary of his clan's massacre.
He was mad at Naruto and Sakura because they wouldn't even understand even if he told them, either that or they'd pity him which he hated and would probably have punched in the face, even if it was Sakura.
He was mad at his sensei because he knew as a fact that the man was around thirteen years ago when his clan was killed and he didn't even know what today was, didn't even ask questions or show any concern for him today.
All he said was 'I hope you get well soon'.
He had wanted to bawl and tell him why he was upset and wanted to be alone, to just break down in the man's arms and cry and feel loved, but he knew Kakashi didn't think of him like that, he wouldn't return the same type of feelings.
As Sasuke stared at the antique vase that used to belong to his mother he inspected the designs, he wanted to take a few things home with him a long time ago he had inherited money and the opportunity to take some of the possessions since they belonged to his family.
The katana beside him had been a sword his father had hung up in their bedroom because it had belonged to his father and was passed down through generations of the Uchiha family.
His body was shaking from his the loud sobs that escaped his lips and from the cold, here he was crying because he had nothing left, everything had been stripped from him, he had no one who he could share that special bond of love with anymore.
No one wanted him, no one would want him because Itachi disgraced the Uchiha name and put a brand on it like hot iron, the lable that he too might become a cold-heartless killer like his older sibling.
He to be honest did not want revenge, he just wanted someone to love him again, be he was too afraid to ask or to try and let people in and that made his heart ache.
His loud sobs suddenly turned into a cry of fright as he felt someone drap something warm over his shoulders, not knowing who it was he picked up the katana and whirled around striking blindly but the blade was clashed against by a kunai.
The boy opened his eyes and saw Kakashi standing there.
"It's alright Sasuke it's just me."
Sasuke pulled the katana away feeling embarressed that he had gotten scared and attacked his sensei.
"I thought I'd find you here." Kakashi commented making Sasuke look up with eyes that started to water again.
"Then you knew...?" Sasuke asked trailing off.
"Of course I did. How could I not?" Kakashi said sympathetically as placed a hand on Sasuke's shoulder.
"Can I sit? Or do you want me to go?" the older shinobi asked.
"No sensei, you can stay if you want." Sasuke replied with a nod as he drew his knees up to his chest and rested his head on them as some more tears streamed from his eyes.
Kakashi sat down next to the boy making the bed shift slightly from his weight.
"You know, I've told you how I lost my family a long time ago when you were thinking on going to Orochimaru...do you remember?" Kakashi asked.
Sasuke nodded again and started to blush when he felt Kakashi wrap his arm around his shoulder.
Just his touch...it was what he longed for from the man.
"I was your age when my father killed himself. I thought it was the hardest thing anyone could go through. But when I was in the Anbu...I was shocked when Itachi killed the clan, he was my partner in the Anbu and I thought I knew what ran through his head."
"You were my brother's partner?" Sasuke asked with wide puffy eyes.
"Yes. Yes I was, and I was stunned when I heard of you being left alone because of your brother. All Itachi ever talked about was you and how much he loved you."
Sasuke looked down and more tears dripped from his eyes onto the vase he held in his lap.
"Do you want to know the real reason that I was picked to be your sensei?" Kakashi suddenly asked the boy.
"Why?" Sasuke whispered softly.
"I told you that my best friend died in combat remember? The one on the K.I.A. stone the first day."
Sasuke just nodded in reply.
"He was an Uchiha, a cousin of yours no doubt. His name was Obito Uchiha." Kakashi explained.
Sasuke's head raised to glance at his sensei.
"Obito...I've heard my father mention him, he said he was a disgrace to the clan for some reason."
"Yes, Fugaku hated Obito because he didn't go with the clan, he didn't agree with the clan's decisions."
"Then why...?"
"Your father also hated me when I was partners with Itachi, I'll be honest with you Sasuke, I met you once when you were a baby. Itachi had insisted that your father and mother let me see you because he was so proud to have a little brother. But your father hated me because I got my Sharingan from your cousin. I would have died from infection in my eye that I lost from the third ninja war...but Obito gave his eye to me willingly. To save my life." the jonin explained softly.
"Why are you my sensei then? If our clan hated you."
"Because I was the only one who volunteered to take you. I was supposed to have Kiba instead of you and Kurenai would have had you, along with Hinata and Shino. However I convinced the Third that since I knew where you came from with the revenge and I learned your life story from the massacre, and your Uchiha heritage. I told him that I would take you instead. It's true Sasuke, everyone is skeptical of you being a ninja, everyone is afraid that you will turn into another Itachi and go on a killing spree...but I believe you're a good person, that is why I like you as my student."
Sasuke appeared to be thinking so Kakashi decided to ask for the restroom's location he had to go take a piss really bad. "Sasuke, where's the bathroom?"
"Down the hall to the left." the boy muttered.
"Thanks." Kakashi said leaving the room.
Kakashi made his way to the bathroom and unzipped then unbuttoned his pants which were tight.
God he loved that boy, he was so hott...so beautiful.
However he knew it was wrong and that he could not have a relation ship with his own student.
It was looked down upon as disgracful.
However while he was taking a piss he noticed something on the floor by the base of the toilet that caught his eye.
A magazine.
Not just any magazine, a porn magazine, but what shocked him was what was on the magazine.
Two men.
Kakashi's curiousity got the better of him and he decided to leave his pants down in case he got a hard on from reading, and sat down on the toilet seat.
Looking at the magazine cover he was stunned at the title.
'Extreme Sexual Bondage'
Kakashi looked through the magazine and was interested in what he saw, Sasuke had circled some of the men in the magazine or more the leather, chain, rope, or tape restraints that were being used. The gags and blindfolds too.
"Oh my god, Sasuke's gay? And he like bondage?" Kakashi whispered looking through the magazine some more.
One pictue had two men, one of them naked and tied to a bed with his legs spread wide apart almost to the point it looked painful, his asshole which was perfectly revealed was filled with a large vibrator and his dick had a cock ring holding back his release, he had long black leather restraints that went from his wrists to his shoulders on both arms with 'D rings' tied to the head board on all rings so he couldn't even move his arms at all, only his hands, the man had a blind fold covering his eyes, and in his mouth was a large ball gag that looked almost like it could break a jaw.
The onther man in the picture was bent over teasing his lover's painful looking erection which was all red and swollen with a feather and a smirk was spread on his face.
What surprised the hell out of Kakashi though was that the man tied to the bed was circled in black marker and above it were the words, 'I want this...'
Kakashi started to think hard, maybe the reason Sasuke was falling apart was because he was alone and had no body to love who loved him back.
A small smile spread across his face, he knew if Tsunade found out about this he'd get in a butt load of trouble but he didn't care, he knew he still had some restraints or items that could be used for bondage from when he had been dating Iruka before they broke up.
Deciding to go comfort Sasuke some more he put the magazine back and pulled up his pants, flushing before walking out he made his way down the hall again where he found Sasuke still crying on the bed.
As soon as Kakashi sat back down on the bed, Sasuke yelled out something that shocked him to no end.
"Kakashi sensei! I love you!" Sasuke suddenly blurted out then slapped a hand over his mouth and stared at him with terrified eyes.
Kakashi froze he knew what Sasuke meant by 'love', well now he did anyway from the magazines.
Then he realized Sasuke didn't know he was gay yet so he decided to play it cool though he knew he was about to break the kid's heart and he hated to do it.
"Well I love you too Sasuke, you're my student of course I love y-" Kakashi started but was cut off.
"N-No...not like that sensei..." Sasuke stuttered looking down with a blush.
Kakashi froze and pretended to still be stunned and thinking but finely he gathered up the courage to say no.
"Sasuke...I'm sorry, I love you too, just...not in that way. I'm sorry."
Sasuke's eyes over flowed with tears as he looked down feeling rejected and hurt once more.
"I'm sorry Sasuke..." Kakashi said standing up.
"I-It's okay..." the teen whispered softly.
"Do you want me to walk you home?"
"No...I'll be okay." Sasuke whispered averting his eyes.
"You sure?" the jonin asked feeling horrible.
Sasuke nodded and once Kakashi had left he broke down into tears, rolling over he buried his face into the pillow laying on his stomach, the feeling of being rejected weighing heavily down upon him, he felt so unwanted.
"I-I don't know what to do...why did he have to take everything, why did he do it! I hate him, I hate him so much for killing our family..." Sasuke said to himself between loud sobs.
He cried and he cried for several minutes, not caring about listening around him, it wasn't until he felt a hard grasp on his hair and something round being shoved into his open mouth and buckled behind his head to gag him that he started to panic.
Starting to buck his hips and squirm frantically it wasn't until he felt hot breath on his neck then heard words being whispered into his ear.
"Shh...it's just me. I'll tell you a secret Sasuke. You can't tell anyone else...it'll be just ours to keep." a voice said nipping at his ear lobe.
He knew it was Kakashi, he'd recognize the voice anywhere.
"Mmhmmph..." Sasuke protested at first thinking Kakashi was angry.
"Hush...just listen to me. I do love you Sasuke, ever since I've laid my eyes on you..."
He felt Kakashi lick his neck all the way up to the corner of his mouth which was stuffed full with the large ball gag that his lips were wrapped around.
...your anazing pale skin..."
Normally he'd love this kind of attention from a man, he loved bondage...but considering the conversation he and Kakashi just had and not ever seeing Kakashi in such a dark personality...it was just scaring him, he didn't know if he was going to be hurtful or be more gentle.
He was a virgin so he hoped if they were going to have sex it'd be gentle the first time.
"...your innocent little eyes."
Sasuke blinked at him as he pulled his head back by yanking on black locks of hair and pulling backwards.
"...your pretty black hair."
A hand snaked its way underneath his shirt and his eyes widened as two fingers started to tease his nipples, the other hand snaked down to his white shorts, unbuttoning them and pulling them and his boxers down a little.
Then the hand returned to stroke at the smooth flesh on his slightly curved hips.
"...your gorgeous body."
Sasuke started to blush as Kakashi pulled his shorts down and all the way, and soon off his legs tossing them to the side on the floor carelessly.
"...you're like a fallen little angel. My angel." Kakashi whispered.
Sasuke glanced at him with sparkling eyes and Kakashi nuzzled his hair.
"I read your magazines in the bathroom..." he smirked at the boy making him blush ten times more in embarressment.
"Don't worry...your secret is safe with me, as long as you promise me something in our relationship..." Kakashi whispered kissing neck.
He chuckled when he saw Sasuke's eyes light up with happiness.
"I'm on top...this time." he whispered chuckling as the boy said yes with a nod of his head.
Kakashi reached into the backpack he had brough with him and pulled out some black leather hand cuffs with black feathers lining the edges.
Flipping his student over on his back but keeping him pinned to the bed, he grabbed a wrist and fastened a cuff on his wrist by looping rope a thin rope in a tripple knot through the D ring on the black material and tying it to the bed post.
Soon both Sasuke's hands were rendered useless to the man as he weaved cloth between his fingers to separate them so he could not make hand signs for the escape jutsu.
He also placed a slave collar around his neck and attached a leash to it.
Kakashi soon ridded Sasuke of his shirt revealing his pale tummy and muscular chest and biceps.
"Do you want me Sasuke?" Kakashi asked freeing his hard erection from his pants before taking them off and stripping the rest of his clothes off revealing his toned body to the boy.
If Sasuke could he would have started drooling, he glanced down at Kakashi's cock eagerly and nodded, spreading his legs as wide as he could.
"Hold on let me prepare you first..." Kakashi said lifting his waist and sitting on the bed, leaning down to Sasuke's spread legs, he licked his quivering hole pushing his tongue inside and wiggling it around making the boy gasp in surprise and squirm with pleasure.
"Mmhnnn!" Sasuke cried as Kakashi continued to stretch him with his tongue while lubing him up.
When Kakashi became a little bored he grabbed the leash on the collar forcing Sasuke up gently before positioning himself, and slowly pushing in making Sasuke let out a muffled yelp of pain.
Kakashi let go of the leash making Sasuke fall back on the bed with small tears in his eyes, "Shh...I know, it hurts the first time." he comforted and kissed Sasuke's top lip softly.
After a few deep breath through his nose, Sasuke was ready to continue.
Everything afterward though that was a blur to him before everything faded to black.
When he woke up next morning he was awoken to a hand tickling the back of his head.
Opening his eyes he saw someone in front of him, he felt fingers by his mouth then he felt the tightness around his head release as this person unstrapped the ball gag that was still in his mouth.
The person grabbed the ball and plucked it from his mouth and whipped his saliva off with the sheets.
"You awake?" he heard the voice of his sensei.
A smile played itself onto his face. It wasn't a dream then.
"How'd I do?" Sasuke asked before he could stop himself.
"Pardon?" Kakashi asked him confused.
"Last night. How'd I do?"
"Well you fell asleep. I think it was just a hard night for you Sasuke. I'm glad I could make it a little better. At least I think I did." Kakashi stated.
Sasuke inched closer and wrapped his arms around Kakashi's chest and kissed him for a moment before pulling away.
"You made me feel better than I have, in a long time. Since..."
"They died?" Kakashi asked after Sasuke trailed off.
Sasuke nodded with a weak smile on his face.
"I really meant what I said sensei."
"What was that Sasuke?"
"That I love you...I want to be with you, I was wondering...if you would actually consider...um..." Sasuke started to get nervous so he didn't finish his sentence but Kakashi's answer still surprised him.
"Sure. I'd love to be yours Sasuke...but I don't know if the village will approve."
"Screw the village then, who cares what they think." Sasuke started but Kakashi rose his hand for silence.
"Tsunade would care Sasuke. Plus people wouldn't agree with the age difference...and the fact that I'm your sensei."
Sasuke looked down feeling sad but then he felt two fingers raise his chin to look at the older male.
"But I don't give a damn...I love you." he spoke and captured Sasuke's lips with a kiss.
Sasuke's smile returned once more and he scooted closer to cuddle with the ex-Anbu ninja.
"I love you too Kakashi." he whispered back.
Sasuke was sure of one thing.
This was the start of something beautiful.