Ok guys this has always been in my head for a while and I was too afraid to get it out but now I have. So pls enjoy :) advice and criticism is welcomed.
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P.S don't worry I made it so that you'll be able to know which thoughts or who's in the dream.
The Ultimate Second Chance
D&K: Dream Sequence (Derek Pov):
"Derek. I'm fine. It's really only a little scratch." Kagome took her arm way and flashed me a small smile. I knew she could practically hear me teeth grinding but right now I don't really care. I got off the bed and pulled on my pants. "Derek what are you doing?" I walked over the desk chair for weekend bag. "I need to go." I heard her get up and grab my arm. "Why? Is this all because of a little scratch that wasn't even really intentional?" I pulled back from her gently and walked the room to get my clothes. "I could've seriously hurt you Kagome. If I do I could never live with myself." Kagome sighed. "Don't you think you're overreacting a little bit? It's not like it's going to kill me or change me." I gritted my teeth and just brushed past her to the bathroom and closed the door.
I leaned over the sink and gripped it so hard that it groaned under the pressure. 'I was born a werewolf and I've had years to control myself. How could I just let myself go like that? My control is better than this.' I kept berating myself while another voice came out of now where and answered my question. 'You lost control because there's something about Kagome that makes you feel so at home that you can just let your barriers crumble. Believe or not, as stupid and pathetic as it sounds, you feel safe with Kagome.' I groaned and ran my fingers through my hair frustratingly. I pulled on my favorite black long sleeved shirt and walked to the bathroom. I was determined to storm out and never look back but I couldn't find my jacket.
I turned back around to look for it when my breath caught in my throat. Kagome was standing there as if she did it all the time, which she didn't, wearing only my leather jacket and the black boy shorts I got rid of earlier. "… Give me the jacket Kagome." She looked up at the ceiling twisting her lips in the cute way I love so much while she was thinking. "I'll give it back once you get over and admit it was an accident and stay." I snorted and opened the door. "I can always but another one." I was about to walkout but she wrapped her arms around me before I could take another step. I froze, not really sure if I wanted to break away or move closer.
"Derek don't leave. I'm fine. I'm really fine. And," she started rubbing my abs through my shirt, "I kinda find it flattering that I can make the almighty, broody Derek Hale lose control in the heat of the moment." I sighed and leaned back against her a little. "That's not funny. How are you so calm about this Kagome? I could've killed you." She just rubbed her face between my shoulder blades and hugged me tighter. "That's the thing Der. You didn't." She walked around me, closed the door and leaned against it.
"You think you're this out of control beast monster killer person. Why? I don't know even thought I have a feeling why but I'm not gonna dig up the past. If anything you're like a humongous puppy." She smirked but I quickly wiped it off her face when I picked her up and pushed her against the wall. "Did you just call me a puppy Higurashi?" She giggled and nipped me under my chin making groan in appreciation. "How do you even put up with me anyway? I know I can be a pain in the ass jerk face sometimes. Even Laura gets pissed at me."
Kagome smiled and leaned her forehead against mine. "Well you know what they say. People do crazy things when they're in love." She told me then sealed her words with a promise by kissing me. I've never felt so happy in my life.
D&K: End Dream Sequence (3rd Person Pov)
Derek's eyes fluttered opened slowly as he squinted against the sun streaming through the window. 'Another dream. Well memory I guess.' He thought solemnly and sighed at the dull ache in his chest that he knew without a doubt was regret. 'I had no choice. I had to find out what happened to Laura.' But again that voice, he's begun to hate with a passion, answered him.
'You didn't really have to stay. If anything everything that happened after Peter is you fault. You didn't have to stay and create a new pack. You could've just gone back to New York. Back to Kagome. And maybe, just maybe you wouldn't be in this mess by now.' Derek growled but he knew it was true. He could've gone back to New York and Kagome. She made him feel things he's never felt before. Not with Paige and sure as fucking hell not with Kate. She wasn't like anyone he ever met. She accepted who of him without fault. Though, they did meet in a funny way. He let out something between a chuckle and a sigh as he put his head in his hands.
"I have more important things to worry about than an old flame. Why is all of this coming back to me now?" But even as he said it out loud he knew she was more than just a simple 'old flame' which seemed to piss him off even more. "Derek?" He heard a sleep laced voice ask before feeling a warm body drape over his back. "What's wrong?" Jennifer asked as she kissed his shoulder. "Nothing." He answered with a small smile and turned his head to give her a light good morning kiss. She hummed in appreciation and giggled. "Well, since its nothing, why don't you come back to bed? We have time to kill right? Like two hours?"
"As much as I would love to I can't. You know Saturday is pack day as Stiles puts it. And I'm sure if I'm even late a few seconds he tried to kill me by talking me to death." She pouted and started rubbing his abs. He went rigid but it seemed to go unnoticed but her. "I still can't believe Stilinski suggested that and you went along with it. I thought you didn't like him." Derek shrugged and stood up to stretch. "Yeah but he's tolerable, good with research, and, after a while, he just sort of grows on you I guess. You would know if you come with me." Jennifer got up and grabbed her clothes with a snort. "Maybe. But I already see them five times a week and eight hours a day. I don't think that want to see me anymore than they have to and vice versa."
"Fine. I guess I'll see you later on tonight?" She nodded and gave him a peck on his cheek. "Have fun babe." She winked at him then left Derek to start his morning workout. He was just finishing up when he got a text from Stiles.
*Yo Derek. My cuz just rolled into town & I haven't seen her in like 4ever. So I was wondering if she come hang out with us*
Derek rolled his eyes.
*Even I did say no u would bring her anyway. As long as u keep your mouth shut she can come*
Almost immediately he got a response.
*W.E sour wolf. & we both know if I actually keep my mouth shut it be the sign of the Apocalypse*
Derek snorted but he couldn't help the twitch of his lips.
D&K: Beacon Hills Park
"I still don't see why we had to invite them too." Boyd muttered with his arms crossed as he and the others watched Lydia and Allison walk from the parking lot. "I like it as much as you do. But, whether we like it or not, in a way they are pack and are considered as such since they hang around Scott all the time. It's not really safe for any of us be alone right now." Said Derek, watching Scott run up to them, well Allison, like a little puppy who hasn't seen his owner in a while. "I kinda agree with Boyd. From I've heard they shouldn't even be within ten feet of you guys." Cora snipped mirroring Boyd's rigid body language.
"O come now children. They are very useful for the moment. Can't we just let bygones be bygones?" Peter said in happy tone. "You have no room to talk." Cora and Derek said at the same tome while shooting their uncle a glare. "Why are you even here?" Isaac asked. "Well I'm technically pack too so I'm forced to be here like the rest of you."
"That and you don't want to be by yourself either." Scott said as we walked up with the girls behind him. Peter shrugged. "It's not my fault I'm not up to my usual strength yet now is it?" Everyone stared him as he walked away to sit under a tree. "…I still don't like him." Isaac whispered to Derek making him smirk. Twenty minutes later, everyone went off to their respective places. Derek was sitting under a tree watching the teen wolves play football, including Cora much to Derek's dislike, while Lydia and Allison sat at a nearby picnic table talking.
"What troubles you my dear nephew?" Peter asked sitting down next to him. "What do you mean?" Peter rolled his eyes. "Don't give me that. You're practically oozing angst and regret with just a hint of longing. Do you miss your precious girlfriend already?" Derek gritted his teeth, trying resist the urge to kill Peter a second time. "Not that it's any of you business uncle, no I don't miss her." Peter whistled. "I'm pretty sure that would hurt her feelings."
"What do you want Peter?" Derek grumbled leaning his head back against the tree. "You haven't said anything about the Alpha Pack or the Darach or anything about the way Boyd and Isaac keep tackling your little sister, so something is obviously bugging you besides me." Peter listed of causing his nephew to sigh. "Everything is out of control and screwing with everybody's emotions and lives. So I figured maybe a day free without talking about everything that's going wrong and me hanging death over their heads would ease their stress a little."
Of course that was only part of the truth. Honestly his mind kept wondering back to all the dreams he's been having for the past month. Usually once he had them they would back to being a distant memory but this one kept bugging the living hell out of him. "Well, well, well, aren't we shaping up to be a good, big, strong alpha?" Peter taunted him in baby voice, which made Derek's eyes flash red. "Even though you are a useful resource right now Peter, I have no problem killing and replacing you." Peter waved him off and looked at his watch.
"Yeah yeah, flashing red eyes and death threat. Where's Stiles? He's bringing the food right? I'm starving." Just then they heard an engine that was without a doubt Stile's jeep. Scott dropped the football and ran to the parking lot. "Is it just me or does scoot remind you of- "Peter started, "a lost floppy eared puppy? Yes. Yes he does." Derek grumbled. He decided to go make himself useful and help bring the food back over to the picnic tables. As he got closer he heard Scott and Stiles talking.
"Dude you so lose bro points for not telling they were here!" He heard Scott yell. Then he heard Stiles say something he never though he would say in his life. "Oh shut up McCall and grab the food while a grab the baby." He almost tripped over his own feet. 'BABY?! When did stiles get a baby?!' "How about you two get the food and I get the baby? Teamwork is always the best method to getting work done faster." Derek stopped a few feet away from the car. 'No way. My mind is playing tricks on me. I don't have time for mind tricks.'
"No way! Stiles should do it all by himself for being a butt face and not telling me you were here." Stiles scoffed. "I didn't tell you because I didn't want you have a relapse to your silly crush on Kagome and take her away from me before I got the chance to hang out with her. Not that you'll get the chance with this little guy around. He protects his mama, don't you? Yes you do." Derek ran all the way to the car and stopped when he saw a woman with midnight black that almost reached her butt with her back turned to him. Scott was facing him along with Stiles who was holding a blue baby car seat with bubbles on it.
"O good you're here you can help get the stuff. By the way Kagome this is Derek. Derek this is Kagome. My cousin." Kagome turned around with a friendly smile on her face but it immediately dropped when she saw him. While she stared he also took the time to take in all of her from her baggy army cargo pants, black and pink Osiris, and a tight black tank top that said Live Your Life on it. She still looked the same, if not a little bit curvier with a new roundness to her face. She seemed to be absolutely glowing. 'Then again she always seemed to glow no matter where she went.'
"…Derek?" Kagome breathed, snatching him from his thoughts. She started walking toward him. "Ka-" Before he could say her name, he felt an exploding pain on the side of his face and he feel back on the ground. "KAGOME?!" "DEREK?!" He heard Stiles and Scott scream Kagome's name while the others screamed his from afar. It took him a few seconds to figure out what happened. He looked up at Kagome and saw her brown does eyes looked darker than usual and her now bruised and red knuckles. "..You punched me!"
Ok soooo that was hard to write but fun at the same time. Remember guys, criticism, ideas and advice is welcomed helps me improve a LOT and I'm working on the next chapter as we speak… or read lol. Thanks for reading :)
