Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice

"Miko if I gave, what it is you wanted, would you leave, never to return to me" He asked standing about seven feet away from her. "And If I gave you what you desired would you leave with the hour?" He asked as the storm came close. "And if I could show you, what it is this Sesshomaru can do would you not fall for me too" It was a statement, he would not want to do something that would cause her to fall for him, he was trying to get rid of her. "And if I gave you what my brother was supposed to, would get over him, leave and never need him again?" He asked stepping closee to her. She could not move, even when the heavy rain started to fall. "and if I said I could give you what she stole from you what miko would you do? accept?"

One look could kill

He was looking down at her "I can show you, what it feels like even though it is a lie" She backed up and her eyes never left his. "If that is what you wish" He told her giving her the chance to decide. "Are you so sure miko that you want to know what love feels like?" He said picking up her chin making her face him once again. No he didn't love her, he was trying to get her to run, run home and never return. He had matters to tend to and she was always getting in the way. The half breed was not much better, he would kill him soon enough and Naraku. But this damn girl and her love for his brother and her growing need for him to love her, was getting in the way. He knew his brother desired another, the dead one. Why is it that she kept coming back? The dead one now traveled with the half breeds group, she could find the shards and purify the jewel, so why did she return, that's what Sesshomaru was asking himself. Why, he knew why.

Because she love his half brother, but he didn't love her, like that. Because she wanted to feel loved, because she was now a woman and wanted to feel passion. He knew she had pathetic human emotions and they were telling her that his past time was spacial and that being with here and with a man who was not just another human boy, was something great. She would never be able to return home with that on her mind so he was here to help her with that matter. To rid himself of her interference, sure he hated 99 percent of humans but that didn't mean that if one he didn't hate came along and she was decent looking, that he would not sleep with her, in fact this miko was one woman he thought to be good looking, even better than some demon women. If she needed to feel loved that bad, if she wanted to feel her body burn that bad, that bad to leave he would give it to her.

This girl knew nothing of love, pathetic. With love comes pain and hurt, love is not what they make it out to be in fairy tales, he knew, not by experience of course, he was just wise like that. So that's why he asked her and was now asking her again...

"I can show you, what it feels like even tho it is a lie, a re you so sure miko that you want to know what love feels like? It is not a fairytale miko, it is a weakness, it means nothing"

why is he saying this? Kagome felt alone and hurt, she didn't know why he was standing there telling her this or asking. She looked into his eyes and the words to say came to her.

My pain, your thrill

"If you gave me what I wanted?" Kagome closed her eye and shook her head best as she could with him holding her chin. "Yeah Sesshoamru, the day you can give me what I want I will leave because that's the day Hell freezes over" He rose a eyebrow at her,

"And and if you gave me what I desired, yes I would leave within the hour because I would not know what to think, I would think to much" She told him stepping away from his hold on her chin.

"and If I let you show me what it is you could do would I not fall in love with you to? would you let me? would I have a choice? Would I fall in love with you?" She was asking him since he seemed to know everything.

"If you gave me what your brother was supposed to, I guess I would then be over him would I not be?" She looked down to the ground again, what was she saying?

"What she stole from me, she stole my chance at love if you could give me my chance at love what would I do, yes I would accept, one because you are not a chance at love and you could not give it to me" She turned around, not facing him. The rain had her clothes sticking to her.

"Could you, could you show me what it feels like even though it was a lie? How would that be possible, you cant feel something that is not there" What was with all this, why did he ask and why was she answering.

"and yes Sesshomaru, I do want to know what love feels like, I know what love feels like...-

"Or so you think miko" He cut her off, Stupid girl, she knew nothing of love. it takes two to have love, to feel love, to give love, she had no one, his little brother did not share in her feelings.

"It takes two miko, you are alone with your fake feelings of love, for the half breed did not and does not love you" She turn around and glared at him...he...he is right..inu...inuyasha. Maybe he was right, maybe she knew nothing of love. "Love is nothing miko, you live and you die there is nothing more, to love is to lose" love is a weak emotion miko...and only to strong survive

His father loved and he lost, his brother and the dead one loved and they both lost, his own mother loved and she lost...

"It is better to love and lose than to have never loved at all" Those words he had never heard them before. He stepped up to her once more. "Are you sure miko?"

"Yes"

"As you wish" And with that in the middle of the storm, in the middle of the forest he pulled her to him and seal her lips with his. to love is to lose miko...and you just lost.