Disclaimer: I don't own these characters, they belong to the wonderful Stephenie Meyer!!!
But I wish I did especially Edward…..YUMMY
Bella's pov
(Ooh, ooh, sweet love, yeah)
I didn't mean it when I said I didn't love you so
Edward left me 5 months ago. He said he didn't love me. But I still love him. He has been haunting my dreams since he left.
I should have held on tight I never should have let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I should have begged longer and harder to make him stay. I should have never let him go. I kills me inside just thinking 'bout it. I was stupid to think you could love me for me but now I realize that I was nothing but a play toy.
I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you, 'cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
A part of me always thought this was a dream. You being there convinced me that it wasn't a dream. If it was never one that I would want to wake up from. But now that you're gone I can't recall if it was reality or dream. I'll always keep the memories. Once I met you I couldn't imagine that I would be here by myself. That I'll be with you forever. I guess forever wasn't that long.
The feeling that I'm feeling now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips 'cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
(We belong together)
I thought that you would change me in to a vampire like you. I can't go to sleep without you humming my lullaby. Or that I'll never hear your voice again. And I would wish for nothing more to have you by my side again when I'm sleeping, you kept me safe. What I would give to kiss you're cold hard marble lip. They were heaven.
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
When you left Edward, I was never going to be the same. You took my heart and left me with nothing but the memories. Everyone could see that I wasn't myself. I was a zombie. Only doing things because I was told to. I know that we belong to together.
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
Who's going to stay by me all though the night? Or whose shoulder am I going to cry on. I need you Edward and you left when I needed you the most. No one's every gonna take you place. My heart will always belong to you. Cause we belong together.
I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
I am lonely. I have no one. All my friends left me too because of the state you left me in Edward.
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear Baby face
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart
Every time I hear or think of you name my heart breaks a little more inside. I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart. Heartbreak hurts more than I can describe. It feels like my dog dying but my dad says I can keep it. (A/N I hear that quote so I just had to put it in there).
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby
(We belong together)
I was throwing thing everywhere. I had a temper and I don't have those often. Almost all the nights without you here I cry myself to sleep. I know that you leaving had to do something with jasper and my b-day party. People see my pain but they don't know how it feels. I need you Edward.
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
We lost something that was amazing and I lost a part of me.
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
No one else is going to comfort me like you do.
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
No one else is going to sneak in my room at night you do
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby!
No one can take your place Edward.
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together
Who I'm gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I hope you like this was my first fan-fiction.
Plz plz review. And if I get at least 5 good reviews I'll post more fan-fics
The song that i used was We Belong Together by Mariah Carey
Any suggestions?
Luv layal
Keep on rockin to the beat of your own music.