Loves Gifts

A/N Alright you guys this story I've been working on since I was about 13 this was the first thing I'd ever wrote so the beginning is kinda childish but it gets better as it goes on. I was going to change it but I changed my mom.

"Hello Spike." Buffy said walking out into the alley behind the Magic Box. "Hey luv aren't you leaving a hole in the middle of a group hug?" "I just wanted to be alone for a while." "Well I'll just be going then. uhm." "It's ok Spike I can be alone with you here." "What's wrong pet you seem out of it" " I was happy. I think I was in heaven and I was torn out of there by my friends. They can never know. Never!

(After Once More With Feeling and now not following any episodes)

"Spike are you here?"

"Yeah I'm downstairs give me a minute. What's up Buffy? Why aren't you at home with the Little Bit?"

"Because sense yesterday nobody will really talk to me. Everyone's a little wigged."

"So you come here. Not that I mind. And I never will. Besides we have to talk anyway."

"Really about what?"

"Come on don't play stupid. The kiss luv."

"What about it?"

"Well what was it about? And what was it to you?"

"Well first tell me what it was to you and then I'll tell you what it was to me."

"Okay fair enough. To me pet it was the best thing that had ever happened to me in my unlife other then the time with the spell that we were engaged!"

"Why Spike?"

"Why what pet?"

"Why was it the best thing that ever happened to you?"

"Because Buffy I love you and even if it was under a spell we still kissed."

"It really meant that much to you?"

"Yes!" Spike said as he edged closer to Buffy.

"Now what did it mean to you?"

"I'm not quite sure." Buffy said as she leaned in to Spike. They were so close that Spike could feel her pulse quicken.

"Spike."

"Yes pet."

"Will you ever leave me?"

"Never pet! Never." Just as he finished Buffy grabbed him and kissed him passionately. Her hands moving up his arms to wrap around his neck. As his hands travel down to the small of her back and he pulled her closer. Then he suddenly pulled away.

"Spike what is it."

"I just wanted to make sure you're sure."

"Oh Spike I'm sure because yesterday I realized something."

" And what's that luv."

"That."

" What luv?"

"Yes"

"Ok I'm a little confused here pet."

"Spike do you love me?"

"Yes Buffy I love you but I'm still a little confused."

"Well I realized that you really did love me." Buffy said as she closed the gap between them. "And I realized something else. "

"What's that pet?" Spike said as he again could feel her pulse against him.

"That what I feel for you isn't hate or disgust it's something else." "Like what pet. Spike said in almost a whisper.

"I'm not sure but I do know that the only time I feel anything is when I'm with you."

"So do you want me to make you feel something?"

"Yes Spike I'm tired of not feeling anything." Buffy said as she pulled off his shirt. He started to pull of hers then stopped and whispered "there's a big comfy bed downstairs." Then he took her into his arms and carried her down stairs and set her down but as he did so he pulled off her top. She started to kiss up and down his neck as she moved her hands from his shoulders to his waist and started to unbutton and unzip his jeans. And his hands moved down to her skirt and pulled it off in one sweep and tossed it to where her shirt already was. Then he laid her down on the bed. And with his hand he traveled in between her legs to find her wet and waiting for him and he slid in a finger and she let out a moan. While his other hand fondled her breast. "Is this what you want pet or do you want more?"

"More spike." she said gasping for air. With that he thrust another finger in her and started playing with her clit." Spike I need you. I need you with me, near me in me. Spike I need you in me." As she said that she pull him up her and lined him up. And with on thrust he was in her. Moving up and down in rhythm. Then the pace picked up and she orgasm sending him to his own orgasm. And he exploded inside of her hen collapsed on top of her.

"I love you Buffy. I love you so much."

"I know Spike. I know."

"Spike?"

"Yeah pet."

"Will you walk me home? I don't want to be alone, but I have to check on Dawn."

"Sure luv lets go."

"Thank you Spike." Buffy said as she leaned over and kissed spike. They walked all the way there in silence hand in hand.

"Uhm Buffy not that I mind but are you sure you want to go in holding hands?"

"No but I don't care what they think. You want to be with me right?" "Of course pet but I don't know if this is how you should tell them." "You're right but before we go in kiss me."

"No problem luv."

"Dawn I'm home you here?"

"Yeah give me a minute." Dawn yelled from upstairs "Hey Buffy how are you?"

"I'm fine thanks. What are you up to?"

"I'm going over to Tara's for the night she's coming to pick me up. Oh hi Spike."

"Hey Nibblet how are you?"

"Good Spike but why are you here? Not that I mind."

"Uhm just stopped by to say hi."

"Hey Dawnie I'm here." Tara said from the kitchen

"I'm in here Tara."

"Hey Buffy Spike."

"Hey Tara."

"You ok Buffy?"

"I'm fine Tara."

"Well Dawn we better get going Willow is waiting with movies and popcorn."

"You go ahead Dawn. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Okay Buffy see you tomorrow. Bye spike."

"Bye Nibblet later Glenda."

"Bye Spike and Buffy."

" Bye Tara."

"That went well."

"I know right."

"You want me to go pet?"

"No stay it's just us till tomorrow. "

"Anthything you want luv."

"Anything Spike?"

"Anything pet."

"Come with me upstairs."

"Anything you want pet."