A/N: So...here we are again...another songfic...I think I have figured out the pattern though. When I get writer's block, I write a short one shot, usually a songfic. So read it, review it, and love it. Then wait patiently for the next chapter to ADBU or WWHT, WWHA.
I'm in the dark, I'd like to read his mind
But I'm frightened of the things I might find
Oh, there must be something he's thinking of
to tear him away-a-ay
When I tell him that I'm falling in love
why does he say-a-ay
It was like this every time they met up together; a rough and tumble sort of joining. J.D. tried to just lose himself in the moment, but it was hard. Especially at times like this.
He moaned as Dr. Cox bit down the side of his neck, but only at the spots that were easily covered by his scrubs.
"P-Perry!" J.D. moaned again as he climaxed. "God...I think I'm falling in love with you."
Dr. Cox pulled up sharply, his own needs unmet.
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Hush hush, keep it down now, voices carry
Uh-ah
"Newbie," he growled, pulling his scrubs up quickly. "Ne-he-ever call me Perry. And don't say things like that in hospital supply closets. Someone might hear you and think that we're in a-a-a relationship!"
With that, Dr. Cox grimaced and slipped out of the supply closest, leaving J.D. behind.
I try so hard not to get upset
Because I know all the trouble I'll get
Oh, he tells me tears are something to hide
and something to fear-eh-eh
And I try so hard to keep it inside
so no one can hear
It had only been two days but here they were, together again. Only this time, it was an on-call room.
J.D. clung to Dr. Cox tightly, biting painfully into his own bottom lip so he wouldn't let any stupid comments slip. He passed the next hitch in his breath off as pleasure instead of the desperate need to let loose the tears that were burning his eyes viciously.
"Try to keep it down, will ya, Ginger?" Dr. Cox growled when it was over, once again pulling his scrubs up quickly and banging out of the tiny room.
Giving into his feelings, J.D. dropped to the floor and wrapped his arms around his knees, ignoring the hot trails that tears were making down his flushed cheeks.
He wants me, but only part of the time
"Not today, Janice," The older man bit out as they were walking through the hall. "Jordan's coming home from her mother's. I re-he-eally don't want to deal with the both of you in one day."
Nodding shakily, J.D. turned and walked the other way.
He wants me, if he can keep me in line
"Don't you get it?"
J.D. looked up at the screaming man in front of him. Suddenly, Dr. Cox pressed into him closely, whispering the next words directly into his ear.
"You're only here because I want you here. That means I make the decisions. I decide when we meet up, I decide when we don't. If you can't deal with that, then you re-he-eally shouldn't be here, Newbie."
Once again, J.D. cursed his heart for loving this man, dropping his head and whispering, "I can deal."
He said shut up - he said shut up
Oh God can't you keep it down
Voices carry
Hush hush, voices carry
"I love you," J.D. choked out, despite the fact that the door was closed and Perry was long gone by now.
A/N: Very sad...Not really. I thought the whole thing was kind of unemotional, but oh well. Review?
~S.