WARNING SPOILERS !!!!!!!
Spoilers from chapter 46 of the manga and/or spoilers from the ending of Vampire Knight Guilty anime .
Disclaimer : I do not own VK .
Change Of Heart
Chapter 1 : The real me .
' My world was filled with shades of gray till you came and showed me the way.'
Who am I ?
….
What Am I ?
I thought if I knew the truth I would be happy but then why Onii-Chan am I so sad .
"So what is your answer ? "
"…."
"Yuuki are you even listening ? " Ask's Kaname running his fingers through his hair frustrated .
Yuuki punches her head and smiles sweetly " Sorry Kaname-Sen..I mean Onii-Chan I must have spaced out . "
"Its alright but we should get going ."
'But still the question plagues me who is the real me ?'
"I'm sorry but I don't want to go ."
Everything I've cherished for all these years has crumbled to dust . Blood soaks the sacred ground I called my home.
Vampire..
To think I was so enamored with becoming a vampire. Just so I could become good enough for him . The one I desired so much is my brother . To vampires this is not a odd thing, but to me it is because a part of me remains human.
The world is spinning so fast ,tell me where do I belong ? My brother smiles sweetly but behind his smile lies a cold heart . The school is in pieces and I can no longer remain here either . And the boy I cared for and lived with all these years stares back at me with hatred .
All the while my vampire self slowly eats away the human in me ;but I wonder if you can ever truly erase it all .
Yuuki presses her face into a tree lost in her thoughts not even noticing the cold tears that fall down from her face .
Aidou gently taps Yuuki's shoulder "Yuuki-Sama ,please come with me Kaname-Sama asked for me to come get you ." Yuuki groggily looks up at Aidou tears freely falling down her face . "Yuuki-Sama lets get going ." he says gently pulling on her sleeve . A tear rolls onto his hand and only in that moment did he notice her tears . Aidou blushes how did he always end up in these situations?" You know this is very unbecoming of you Yuuki-Sama ."
"I know." She hisses. "Hey Aidou-Senpai can you do me a favor? " "Anything just ask." He says as he dutifully bows. Yuuki pulls him up so he looking at her face to face "For today can you just call me Yuuki."
His deep blue eyes stare back questioning her not sure if he is being tricked . But her sincere eyes stare back unfaltering. "Ok Yuuki it is then! " He says smiling.
"Thank you." She whispers as she pulls Aidou close to her burying her face in his chest. Not sure what to do Aidou wraps his arms around her . 'I'll never be forgiven for this .' He thought.
Then something strange happened with his arms tightly around Yuuki. He realized he never wanted to let go .The very thought made his heart ache . All his life he only had desired Kaname's approval .But now even more he desired her. The one he was not allowed to have now had surely stolen his heart . And like a babe being ripped from its mothers arms she let go of him.
"The moon will be out soon before we go can we just sit and enjoy it. " "If that's what the princess wishes than by all means. " Yuuki raises a eyebrow "That was way to easy ." "Normally you would go on and on about what Kaname…" Before she can finish her sentence Aidou puts his hand over her mouth. "Not everything revolves around him its ok lets just enjoy the moon."
"Aidou-Senpai.."
"If its alright with you could you just call me Aidou ?"
"Sounds fair." She says sticking out her tongue.
He replies by pulling down his eyelids with his tongue also out. The two fall over in the grass laughing . After a hour of silence as they enjoy the peace of the starry sky Aidou breaks the silence "Yuuki your smile is more becoming of you when I see you smile I think that is the real Yuuki. "
"Thanks."
But still the question plagues me who is the real me? ''Am I more human or more vampire? ''But now I think it doesn't matter as long as I can smile than I am still me.'
Thanks for reading its been a long time since I have written a fan-fic so hope its alright been writing more fiction lately.
And I think this pairing deserves more stories :x . Please be nice ;_;.