Shelby0501: Okay, so to start off, please don't judge. This is my first fanfic! I love feedback so don't be shy please! Tell me how I could make it better! Tell me how you like it! (If you keep a secret about my grammar I will CUT you! JK! But seriously don't keep secrets about my grammar!) I'll be nice (or try my best) so you can tell me anything! (I'm totally a different person while making fan fictions!) Stay awesome!

Amu: Hurry up! You're taking forever!

Kükai: Wait! I'm in this story?

Shelby0501: No, now get out!

Amu: Or we could make him do the disclaimer...

Shelby0501: Fine... Only this once!

Kükai: Yay! Shelby0501 doesn't own any of the characters in Shugo Chara! It belongs to the one and only Peachpit! Shelby0501 owns nothing but the fanfic!

All my life I've been the girl everyone judged. Apparently, was the "Cool and Spicy" character nobody knew. They all think that I have the perfect life. When really that's not who I am at all. My name is Amu. Hinamori Amu, the girl who wishes to be happy with all of her heart.

I just moved here two days ago and everyone thinks they know everything about me. The truth is they don't even know one detail. I'm not ruined. I'm just numb. I don't even know how I feel anymore. I'd rather be suffering than spend one more day feeling nothing.

To be honest, sometimes I feel like I'm not even living. I'm sealed out of my old joyful life. My mother and sister are somewhere unknown. The police are still searching for their bodies. I don't see why they haven't gave up yet though. It's useless. I gave up a long time ago.

What about my father, you may ask. Well... he's been in prison for a while now and not coming out soon. He was selling illegal drugs then walked out on us. Now it's only me. I'm the only one left for now. The rain heavily bonces off the school roof making much noise. I stare outside the window practically tuning out the teacher watching the rain forcefully slam upon the trees and the water making muddy puddles to where my feet need to run to get back home. There is no way this is going to clear up soon.

Rings of the school bell signals us to go home. I watch as many of the kids flip out their cell phones to call their mothers and fathers while the others speed out to there cars and some got rides with their friends. If only the apartment I lived at wasn't farther than most houses. I walk out to the outside part of the school which had a roof, but no walls. I grab my skateboard knowing that it would be useless in this weather and run.

The freezing water pierces my skin all over making me soaked just going out there for a second. I decided to take the shortcut when my hands turned purple. Slowly, I started to lose my energy. Giving up I started to walk shivering with every step. No cars passed by me on this empty road. I started to see flashes of thunder in the distance.

A cough escaped my throat fallowing came many others. I needed warmth. I was freezing. Just like always I'm alone, but now I'm alone when I need someone the most. That must have sound very selfish, but it's true. I need somebody.

A car horn honks at me and slowly it stops in the middle of the road. The driver runs out towards me probably concerned about me. With wide eyes I stare out at him. His long indigo hair flies behind him bouncing up and down.

"Come on." he says in his wonderful voice

"Thanks" I manage to croak

I would have opposed to getting in a random stranger's car, but this was different. I had no choice. I sit in the passenger's seat keeping my skateboard in my lap. He gives me his hoody and I take it without a word.

"It just over there." I say pointing to the left where the apartment stood

"Okay." he replies taking the directions

"Thanks." I say once again as he pulls out in front of the apartment starting to take off his hoody

"It's okay." he explains "You can just give it back at school tomorrow. My name is Nagihiko by the way."

I shake his hand "Nice to meet you Nagihiko"

With that I ran up to my apartment room and take a warm shower to get rid of the coldness. That moment I saw him I felt something. I don't know what, but I felt something. For once I felt something.

Shelby0501: That's it for now!

Ikuto: Where am I? I wanted Amuto! :(

Shelby0501: Later, alright?

Amu: I was hoping you weren't going to say that

Kükai: Hey!

Shelby0501: OUT!

Kükai: *sighs* Why must you be so mean?

Shelby0501: I heard that!

Marshall Lee: Sup?

Amu: Who are you?

Shelby0501: Marshall Lee! Out! You don't belong to Shugo Chara!

Marshall: *floats* Whatever...

Nagi: Shugo Chara and whomever that was does not belong to Shelby0501.