Franks P.O.V.
"Frank Anthony Iero! Get your ass down here, you're gonna miss the damn bus!" Mom called.
Of course, another shitty day. I sighed and raced down the stairs, a cool breeze racing across my legs from my ripped skinny jeans. I walked out the door and stood at the bus stop. It took about 7 minutes for it to get here, and it screeched to a stop.
"Morning Frank." Mikey said as i sat next to him.
"Good morning Mikey, how are ya?"
"Good i guess. Alicia and I are dating, which is good. How about you?"
"Bad, as always. This has been like, the worst year of my entire life, just because I came out. And I always knew you and Alicia were good for eachother!" I said with a wink.
Mikey laughed and blushed. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and texted Alaina, My best friend, but bad timing. We had just arrived at school.
"Dammit!" i said, and walked off the bus.
Gerard hadn't been on the bus today, and i was kind of worried. I mean, we were just friends, but I cared a lot about him. I love him. He doesn't know, but I want to tell him because it just seems wrong to not tell him. I was pretty sure he was straight. He has had lots of girlfriends before. Then, suddenly my train of thought was broken by somebody.
"Hey Frankie. Sorry I wasn't on the bus, it's just because... I was having emotional problems about somebody. Doesn't matter. I'm glad I'm with you now though. You always make my day." Gerard said, and I wondered who he ws having emotional problems about.
"It's okay, Gerard. But.. can I ask who it was about?" I asked, trying to sound nice and caring, but probably failing.
"Well... In order for me to tell anybody I would have to tell everyone my secret. I guess I'll tell you, because I trust you Frankie. I'm gonna be vague about who though. Sorry. Anyways, Frankie... I'm gay. Gay, gay, so gay. Just like you, buddy. And I think I'm in love with this one kid, but, I dont think he has any interest in me. We're just friends.. I wanted to tell him all this time, but worried about how he would react you know? He's gay, too, but, I'm pretty sure he's not interested in me. I honestly dont think anybody would be interested in me, I just cant see it. Sure, maybe those girls, but not him. He's way too attractive and nice and sweet and amazing for a guy like me, Frankie. I..." That's where he stopped, looked at the ground and blushed.
"Gerard," I said, grabbing his hands. "Please dont cry. You can tell me anything. I'm your Frankie, and you know I care.. But theres something I wanted to tell you.." By this time, his was wiping away tears with one hand, holding mine in the other.
"Sorry. What do you want to tell me..?" He asked cautiously, not even making eye contact.
"Gerard Arthur Way, I love you. You are the most gorgeous person I have ever met, and ever will meet. I know that the guy you're talking about is probably not, but, you are the one I love. I think about you all day, everyday, and wonder if you do too. I couldnt stand to see you with somebody else, but, if you like somebody else, and get together with him, I'm happy for you, but, I wont stay around for long. I love you to the moon and back.. but I would definintly go farther if you asked.." I said, tears now running down my face.
"Frank Anthony Iero, you are the guy. I never ever thought you felt the same. I love you, too. I love you so much it hurts. I care so much about you. I had a breakdown this morning and cut up and down.. hoping to die. But now I'm glad I didnt, because then I wouldnt have known, and you wouldnt have known, and if you ever put yourself through pain over me, too, I'm sorry. I'm so so fucking sorry. I love you so much Frankie. More than anybody else." He said, and wiped a final tear away.
I smiled sadly and hugged him hard. I had never hugged him as hard as I was right now. I pulled away, and kissed him. Gerard was my first kiss, and it was the best thing ever.