Dear Diary,
I have just broken up with Ron. I just broke up with Ron. I broke up with Ron. We had known each other for years and I'd always had a small crush on him, but it wasn't until this past year that we tried a "relationship." Boyfriend, girlfriend. There were always some obstacles. Other suitors vying for our attention despite our togetherness.
It's not like we had been each other's firsts, but sometimes his jealousy would broil over. Occasionally I would feel empowered by his desire to mark me as his, but most of the time it was annoying. Anytime we ran into one of my past flames in the corridors, he couldn't help but be possessive. As an independent and intelligent woman, it was too much.
This one time in the common room, we had been hanging out with Harry and Ginny. We'd all snuck in a couple butterbeers and were well into our cups. Somehow we'd ended up on the topic of the kinkiest things we'd ever done. However, my experience had not been with Ron. I mentioned the time I'd been in the library studying for Potions during the TriWizard Tournament and Victor was watching me. It was a couple years before I started dating Ron. That day, Victor had seduced me into his lap and thoroughly fingered me in the middle of the library for anyone to see. It had also been the first time someone had breached my maidenly womanhood. He did not enjoy my tale. Although he was half in love with Victor, he also hated Victor because of my past indiscretions. On this particular occasion, Ron was so overcome by his emotions, whichever ones they were, he began crying and I had to leave to give him some space.
Honestly, his pride was a very fragile thing. Molly must have coddled him too much as a child. He had a constant need for attention and assistance with our assignments. He never seemed to do any of the work himself and always managed to coerce me into helping him. After the war, he returned to Hogwarts to finish his education. I had not joined him, having already landed a position at the Ministry. Despite this, he continued to ask for my help with his homework. Was he completely bonkers? Of course I was not going to help him!
That had been the last straw. It had been about a month and just yesterday, I finally mustered the courage to just let him go. I gave it to him straight. We were no longer compatible and I finally realized that there were other things in the world, wizard or Muggle, for both of us. However, none of those things included us being together. It just was not something I could continue pretending to be content with. And there it was- content. I didn't want to be complacent or satisfied. I wanted to be ravished and exultant and in love. I knew that I couldn't have that while with Ron.
Unfortunately, that resulted in him calling me a whore and a slag and accused me of having loose legs and wanting to fuck every wizard at my place of employment. Until then, I had not even considered the possibility of doing such a thing. However, after his angry outburst, I decided that that was exactly what I would do.
So here I am today, ingraining it into my mind that I have broken up with Ron and that I'm free to fuck whichever tosser crosses my path. And dear me, there's an adorable man working on the fifth floor of the Ministry that I'm currently working on a project with. No worries! I'll get back to you with the details soon!