Title: Breaking the Walls
Author: Beenabean
A/N: Hello. I am totally new to this so please take it easy on me. I do not own Twilight.
Chapter 1
Bella's POV
Tears ran down my face as I took in the last scenes of Arizona. Sure a lot of bad things had happened there, but I also remembered the good things. Like the time I was 10 and my mom and I went on a Girl's Spa Day. Or when I got that Barbie make up kit for my 6th birthday. It's just as hard to stay in Arizona as it is to leave. For example, there was my best friend Rylee. We hit it off the first day of 5th grade and we've been the best of friends ever since. Then there's my mom Renee. Even though she's always been more of a best friend than a mother, I will miss her dearly. More tears slid down my cheeks. I wiped away at them furiously. There was no point in crying over what happened. It wasn't going to change anything. It was not going to make Renee love him less. It was not going to take away my pain. And it sure as hell wasn't going to make me feel guilty for leaving my family, friends, and life in Arizona. It was his entire fault, he ruined my life. He stole everything from me. I still remember that day, like it was yesterday.
Flashback 3 months ago
"Bella he is just wonderful don't you agree?" Renee asked as she and I sat outside on the porch swing. "Yeah, he's cool." I agreed smiling slightly. My mom had finally found a guy who seemed suitable for her. He was younger than Renee, but at the same time very mature. It sounded like fate considering the fact, Renee is older but slightly immature. "Bella, did you hear what I said?" Renee asked. "No, sorry…" I trailed off. "How would you like to spend the day with Phil?" She asked, as her face lit up with excitement and anticipation. I couldn't help but smile. Sometimes my Mom's joy was contagious. But on the other hand, I barely knew Phil. Renee and he just started dating 6 months ago, but I don't want to disappoint Renee…. "Alright." I answered hesitantly. "Okay, well tomorrow I am going to shop with a couple of friends, how about you and Phil go to that amusement park up in Pennsylvania….um...Kennywood." Renee suggested. I stared at her for a long time. Pennsylvania was like over 2000 miles away from here. "Ok." I said ignoring my nagging conscience. Renee grinned. "Be up by 4:00 am." She said as we headed inside.
I bit my lip nervously. Phil and I were already on the plane. Actually, we were half way to Pennsylvania. In all the flight was only 4 hours. And so far these 2 hours were killing me with the awkward atmosphere between Phil and me. "How's school going?" Phil asked trying to make small talk with me. "It's okay." I said quietly. "How's work?" I asked trying to be polite. "It's okay." Phil replied shooting me a small smile. I smiled a little as well. I curled up into my chair and closed my eyes. Maybe if I slept, this flight wouldn't be too bad.
To be honest, I absolutely hate Kennywood Park. There were too many people. The bathrooms were gross. And the lines for the rides were ridiculously long. "Did you like it?" Phil asked as we stood at the front desk of the Hampton Inn Hotel. Since the next flight back to Arizona wasn't until two days from now, Phil and Renee agreed we stay at the hotel. "Yeah, thanks Phil." I whispered faking a smile. It was not that I didn't appreciate the whole bonding time, I just felt really weird and uncomfortable around Phil. The lady named Lily, at the front desk handed us our key. Phil said that we would each get a bed, but we'd share a room. I wasn't thrilled about sharing the room with him considering the fact I didn't trust him too much. We took the elevator up to the room. Phil unlocked the door. The room was huge. It had a TV, living room area and these giant windows, that when looked out of, you felt as if you were looking at the whole city of Pittsburgh. There was a door connecting to the living room. I opened it to find two queen size beds, another TV and a connecting bathroom. "Well kiddo, you've had a long day, so why don't you get some sleep and we can go to the zoo tomorrow." Phil suggested as he put down his back pack on his bed on the left side of the room. I nodded tiredly. Phil left the room. I heard another door open and close. He probably went out to do some adult stuff. There were some bars, casinos, strip clubs, and all those other places we went past on the way here. I hopped in the shower, scrubbed off all the weird smelling water from the water rides, and changed into a purple tank top and fuzzy black PJ pants. I got into bed as the days' exhaustion took over my body.
I felt someone shaking me. I groaned and cuddled into the pillow. "Bella," I heard what sounded like Phil's voice. I smelt alcohol. "Phil, are you drunk?" I asked now fully alert. I got out of bed. Phil kept coming closer and closer to me. I backed up into a corner. Crap. "Bella, you know you are so beautiful…ha, your name means beautiful." Phil slurred as his eyes grew dark with lust. He grabbed my waist. "Phil, stop." I said as I tried to push him off me. He pulled me closer. "Please stop." I sobbed. Tears slid down my cheeks. "HELP!" I screamed. "Shut up." Phil said slapping my cheek hard. My cheek stung. I began to kick and punch. This time he hit me in the stomach. I doubled over in pain. Phil pushed me on to his bed. Even though I fought, he got my clothes off, and pinned me down. I knew my fate was sealed as he began to take off his clothes.
End of Flashback
That night he destroyed me. Phil woke up hung over with no memory of what happened. But I remembered and still remember everything. But at least I won't have to see that monster every day, because I was moving to a little town called Forks in the state of Washington, with my dad Charlie. I was going to leave my past in Arizona, and start my future there.