Konnichiwa Minna, I'm back revisting my old fanfics and I decided to redo this story, I really liked it and I want to continue with it so I going to take a break from Naruto and revist all my old fanfics...wow...it feels good (smiles with anime eyes) . Enjoy and please don't forget to click on the cute little purple button on your left hand side...thank you

Disclamer: I don't own Sailormoon...but whose to stop me from claming Mamorou as my own! HE SHALL BE MINE!

The New Love

Chapter One: Don't Leave Me

Usagi's POV...

"What did I do wrong? Was it something I said? Something I did? What was it?"

the last question ended up in sobs of tears. I was in my room in the apartment, trying my best to keep a cool head, but it was so hard to do.

"How could it end like this? I thought we would be together forever"

There I sat in my room on my bed with my face buried in my hands and all I could dowas think about the events that took place earlier in the day, the events that changed my life forever.

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( flashback)

It was a beautiful day, and I spent it with the most wonderful man in the world, he was everything I could ever wanted in a man. He had jet black hair that was place perfectly on his head, he had ocean blue eyes and a very sexy body. It was a match made in heaven, we want to the movies and we did some window-shopping. He brought me some candy and a teddy bear because it was my birthday to day, but the whole time I had an eerie feeling that he was keeping something from me. But I couldn't guess what it was; I just had a feeling that it couldn't be good. Little did I know, I was right.

The sun had just begun to set as we walked to the park. The park was the most romantic place to be for couples that were in love at that time. He took me to our special place by the lake. The sun was at its peek of beauty as the gentle breeze of the night tickled my skin and the rays of red and orange-gold dance in the ripples of the lake. The whole scene was like a page torn from a famous romance novel turned into realty.

He took me with both hands and led be to the foot of the lake, with the lake on my left and the trees to my right and the perfect man standing in front of me, I thought there was no way it could get bad. No way. We stood there looking at each other I soon notice a different look in his eyes I saw pain, confusion, and betrayal he turned from me and look toward the lake and gave a deep sigh as he turned back to me...I saw it. The look I dreaded to see. The look I never wanted to see. The look of betrayal.

"Usagi" he said unsurely.

"Yes, Seiya" I responded.

"Um. I'm not sure how to tell you this, but I'll just come out and said it. Usagi, I think we should see other people" he said smoothly.

"WHAT!" I shouted in shock.

I couldn't believe what I heard, he had to joking, yes that's it! It was a joke, a very cruel and hurtful joke. Right? Right? Then he let go of my hands and started to walk away. I went after him. Where does he think his going? Why was he leaving me? After the 4 years we've been together, he wants to throw in the towel, why ,WHY? I wanted answers and I wanted them NOW.

I reached out and grabbed his wrist roughly, still trying to hold back my tears form coming out, I took a beep breath and waited till he turned around, when he did I was shocked when I saw another look on his face, his eyes were red and puffy, his face was pale and transparnt, I knew that look, it was pain. Why was he in pain? He's the one who just broke up with me and now his playing the victim. I would think he would be happy, but his not. I want to know why?

"Why are you upset?" I asked angrily. "You broke up with me remember? I would think you'd be happy with that" each of those words holding the equal amount of venom in it. "So talk, you coward, you jerk, you disgusting son of-" I was cut off when I saw a single drop come down on his face. Why is he so sad? What in the world is going on? I was about to say something until Seiya spoke.

"Please, don't be mad Usagi" he said heartfelt. "I didn't want to hurt you, please believe me; I never wanted to break up with you. But I felt I had to, because I knew it would be better for you this way. I'm leaving with my brothers to go on tour; we'll be a way for along time. To be honest with you Usagi, that didn't brother me in the slightest bit that is until I kept having this recurring dream about you and someone else." He paused to look at me with a sad and painful look on his face. I turly had no idea what was going on, but I had to find out.He let out adeep sigh as he continued...

" It was a wedding at a beautiful church and you were in your wedding dress; you were walking down the aisle to the groom and I was sitting on the sidelines watching the whole time, wishing it was me and not him, I grew hot with anger as the wedding reach towards the end and it came down to that kiss. I couldn't take it anymore and lost control, I charged down the aisle ready to beat him to a inch of his life. I was about five feet away form him, when youstep in between us.

The look you gave me was warm but at the same time cold and icy. You told me that the two of you were destined to be together long before we met and that if I truly love you I would leave you alone and let you be happy. Even though it was a dream, I've met this guy before. He lives here in Tokyo in one of the apartment complexes, when I mention you to him, to see if he knew you. He told me that he never met you before, but I could tell by the look in his eyes that he wish he did." He said the last sentince as if he regetted it.

I didn't know rather to feel sorry for him or to go with my first plan and beat the crap out of him. But something inside told me to forget what he said and take him back.

"I don't care about your dream; I just want to be with you, that's all; that's all I need in the whole world, just you and me. Please don't leave me like this, not on my birthday." This time I couldn'thold it in any longerthe tears came down my face like a rushing river; I pleaded and begged him to stay with me.

He couldn't take it anymore, the pain was over whamming and he took his wrist back from me, I notice as he turned to run away, a few tears flew and sparkled in the night air. And at that the night was quiet and though it was faint I could hear him crying and saying over and over.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive me, Usagi please forgive me". Hearing those haunting words echo in the night sky filled me with heavy pain and sarrow.

(End of flashback)

And here I am, 20 years old and lonely; I tried calling him on his phone only to receive no answer. I cried myself to sleep that night never thinking that it could get any better or worse after this night.

Ending song

The wind and the sky

Until you faded out into the crowd,

I kept waving my hand, form far behind,

Nothing seemed,

To have,

Happened before yesterday,

So indulgent was I,

As I quarreled over trifling things,

And without even doubting,

Those days,

When we couldn't be together anymore,

Trying to, return to that day,

I should've been honest to all that I felt,

The wind and sky still remembers the time

When we embraced alone.

(Repeat )

So that's it for the frist chapter...I revised it but kept the song...I'm sorry but I loved the song and I think that it's very sweet. anyway I hope you guys could review it for me and let me know what you think.

Ja Ne

-Cherrymoonblossoms- out!