This fanfic is mainly based on after tommy left Jude standing in the street alone this is my first fan fiction so be nice I beg of you jk. Please tell me if you think I should continue this is my first and if the public hates it it will be my last sadly. So tell me!

I don't own instant star or any of the songs I use but my birthdays coming up hint. hint.

P. S. this is from Jude's POV so yea.

Chapter One

I can't believe Tommy just left me in the middle of the street after he asked me out on a date finally after all this time wanting him to ask.. how could he even do that I though for sure he wanted to maybe spend time getting to know each other or something but no he just ditches me on our first date. I have to call Darius, I'm so not coming in today I hope he understands, but hes D so I'll probly have to go in.

"Hello" Darius said into the phone.

"Hey D, it's Jude, Can I have the day off I'm not really feeling myself"

"Jude you gotta start on your second album"

" Please D"

" Fine but I expect to see new material"

"okay"

"And tomorrow be here 9 o'clock sharp not a minute later got it"

"Yea, D got it thanks,"

God I almost didn't make it today I need some serious R&R time to pig out on the couch. Wooooo big whoop.

A few hours later Jude was asleep on the couch

"Rise and shine lady Harrison" Spied said shaking my shoulder a little harder than necessary with Wally and Kyle next to him.

"Shut up Spied." I groaned

" 'Come on dude get up" Wally said

"yea come on Jude its like noon" Kyle said a little gently, for him

"no beat it I only get one day off and I'm trying to enjoy it" I stated

"Or your trying to get over Tommy your one and only true love" Spied said sarcastically

Then I hit him on the arm

"ooo Harrison that's not very nice" Speid said rubbing his arm

"Whatever what do you guys want anyway"

"We came to give you this" Kyle said as he handed me a contract

"Whats this?" I asked confused

" Just read it." Wally said

" Fine " I said as I looked it over "Whoa have you guys read this yet?"

"Yea " they all said at once.

" Whatca think Lady Harrison?" Spied asked "You ready?"

" To go back on tour with YOU guys?" I asked "Well yea as long as theres aspirin"

" that's cold" wally said in a hurt voice.

"yea, Harrison show some love maybe?" Spied said comforting Wally

" OMG Harrison I think your making Wally cry" he said as wally started to fake cry.

"I'm so sorry Wally" I said as I went to go hug him "are you okay I was mainly referring to spied…"

"Hey" Spied said obviously hurt .

" what you know you're the worst of all you are the planner and like leader" I said in my defense

"so they help"Spied said looking for help " and kyle though to put the worms in your bunk"

"WHAT!!" I yelled " YOU GUYS TOLD ME IT WAS A POOR FISHERMAN!!"

They just started laughing

"ITS NOT FUNNY!!" I screamed

"yea it is I cant BELIVE you actually believed us!!" Spied said in between laughs

"anyways back to tour did you guys sign the contract yet?" I asked questionably

"yea" Spied said "me and wally signed but kyle is a baby girl and needs to read it at least eight times with mommy in his purty pink jumpsuit"

"shut up Spied!" kyle said as he threw a pillow at spied then they went at it.

"STOP!!" I screamed and they all dropped

"okay well I'm gonna think about the contract some more then I will sign tomorrow and all of you get to leave as a bonus" I said happily shoving them out the door.

What am I going to do I love the guys but come on a whole three months, then again it could take my mind off he who shall not be named a.k.a Tommy I hate that he left he just asked me out and left no nothing I hope he never comes back I can move on without him…..i think. I really don't know I just wish he'd never left then nothing would be how it is today we would be happy and thinking about music and hanging out maybe even planning my 18th birthday but we soo wouldn't be sad well he might be happy somewhere but I'm not.

Outside the guys were getting in Spieds car.

"wait guys I left my phone inside ill be right back." Spied said as he headed towards the house.

"k dude, but hurry up unlike red we don't have all day" Kyle stated.

"alright im going im going" Speid said strting to run to the house acting like he was in a hurry.

In the house Jude's pov

"woah dude whats wrong?" spied asked

great he found me on the couch crying hugging my knees that's just perfect. "nothing. What do you want spied?"I said wiping my tears "did I not spend enough time with you today?"

" no you could have spent more time with me, but I came in for my phone, and seriously dude whats wrong?"

" nothing why dose something have to be wrong can't a girl just cry?" I asked in an angry voice.

"yeah but not you dude." Speid said softly which really actually surprised me.

"fine. Tommy asked me out on a date then he left in the middle of my show." I said then sighed "the when it was time for our date he was two hours late. Then when he finally showed he just said he had to go and that he wont come back he drove off and left me in the middle of the street crying." I finished now crying even more than before.

"come here." Spied said wrapping his arms around me. When the guys came in.

"hey dude we told you to be fast." Kyle said with anger in his voice " did you not here Darius say he has lost his patience with us?"

" Kyle. Shut it." Spied snapped " Darius can wait I have a friend in need of me."

I was rather surprised Speid and me were like best friends ever but he had never talked down to one of the guys because of me.

"are you alright Jude?" wally asked as he sat down next to me concerned.

"aww I love me some wally"I gushed knew he liked it when I said that maybe deep deep down though.

"aww cute we could call them jully or maybe waude…" kyle said sarcastically.

"oh yeah. Cause it went so well the first time we admitted our love" I said jokingly

" that was soo funny" wally laughed " my girlfriend murder me for that."

" yeah soo funny" spied said impatiently and kinda angrily "so Jude care to tell the guys whats wrong?"

"shut up spied."I said anger and urgency in my voice." Not right now."

" no. I think they should know" spied said calmly "well guys it all started…." Spied said right before I tackled him. Then I was there lying on him our faces inches apart. When I said with venom in my voice, "not right now. I don't want to talk about it and neither do you."

"I do though." Spied stated "right now. No exceptions to the rules of s

Spied dude"

then before he could say another word I pushed my lips against his and started to kiss him then to my surprise he kissed me back. It was a long heated kiss not like anything while we were dating this time there was more passion or something when our tongues met there was electricity running through me like nothing before. Then suddenly we pulled apart both of us shocked out of our minds , but for some reason we were both smiling like the president announced world peace. Then we looked up to see wally and kyle covering there eyes like five year olds so I got off of speid and sat next to him on the couch keeping a safe two feet between us.

" not cool dudes" Kyle said

"you could at least give us a warning" Wally wined

" shut up you both know your wet right now" Speid said apathetically

I started to laugh so hard trying to cover them up but it didn't work.

Kyle and Wally both glared at me then as if on Q said " are not " in unison

And I started to laugh again then managed to bite out "you really know how to cheer a girl up"

Then all of a sudden the all jumped on me.

"Kyle. Hold down her feet I might need to reproduce someday. Wally hold her arms. I don't need to be slapped right now. " Speid ordered as he sat on my stomach then all of a sudden they started tickling me Kyle tickling my feet Wally tickling my armpits and Speid tickling my rib cage. I was laughing uncontrollably when I finally managed to say " guys mercy. Stop it you win." In between laughs then they stopped and spied said innocently, "we were just trying to lighten the mood"

"yeah right get off me all of you guys." I said still laughing a little bit.

Then they slowly started to get off then when each of them had only one body part left on me they all jumped back on harder.

"guys get off this isn't funny its just painful."

Then they all hugged me from there posts meaning spied was hugging me like a noral person would except for the fact that he was sitting on me then kyle was hugging my legs and wally was hugging my arms. Finally after my hugs they all gave me a kiss of the cheek and got off completely. I really do love those guys. I also wish I could kiss Speid again omg why did I just think that! Then all of a sudden it seemed the guys were shaking me out of my daydream of Spied.

"I know I'm hot but you don't have to daydream about me red just say it." Kyle said righteously

" oooh Kyle your soo hot I just want to do you all night long ughhhh" I said mockingly

then Kyle stuck his pinky and his thumb in a shape of a phone and mouthed 'call me'

and I started laughing all over again.

"you guys are soo stupid" spied said lightly and jokingly

" aww do you need some love?" I asked him in a baby voice "Spiedy sad and lonely?"

"no I'm fine" he said acting hurt then I stood up kissed him on the cheek and said "I'm sorry Speidy I should have given you more hugs and kisses"

"I'm always left unloved" Wally said really hurt " and I love Jude more than both you clowns"

" I'm sorry wally you know I love me some wally" I said and hugged him tightly.

"i love all of you even if you do annoy me. So about tour..."