Tell Me The Truth If I Was Would He Love Me?
By Nina AKA Lostinthought37
A tear fell down hi cheek followed by another and still another. He didn't even bother to wipe them away rather let them flow down his cheek and of his chin onto his black robes. 'How could I be so stupid,' he thought. 'The signs had been obvious. They had been obvious. I had no right to hope for anything.' But he had hope. God he had hoped for so many things.
An hour later Harry Potter rose from the spot in which he had found himself crying. The stars leading to the dungeon was not the most ideal place to caught at this time of night.
'If only I was evil.' Yes it seems only evil seemed to get evil hot, and got how he wanted to get him hot, like he felt every time the silvered haired boy smirked one of his classic Malfoy smirks. 'Yes that has to be the reason he's down there in the dungeons with that greesy haired bastard and not me! It has to be!" His mind was spinning a mile a minute. What could he do? He couldn't just start acting evil out of the blue that would be stupid to say the least. 'God I can't stand it!' There bodys mixing together was still a perfect picture in his mind. 'I have to do something it can't end like this!'
He quickly found himself running down the corridor. Sweat dripping down his body in massive drops. There had to be something he could do. Some spell, some potion anything! He had to know was it because he wasn't evil. He had to know what it would be like just to touch his sweet lips. He had to block the pictures of them together from flowing to his head.
He spelled up a lantern and grabbed the nearest book. Potions for The Peace Of Mind it read. 'Yes that's exactly what I want peace of mind.' He instantly started flipping through the pages. A truth spell no, that would never work for what I want. Let's see here a mind reading spell, 'and see that again not thank you!'
'Oh yes that's it! The Potion to Remove all Notion. Puts the drinker in a dream like state and shows them what the world would be like if one thing was different. This potion can only be used once after which it looses all potency. Please note the fact that in this state the drinker has no control over what they say and do so please do not try!' He laughed at the last part a sick desprit laugh. 'Yes this will do just fine indeed.'
Grabbing a quil and paper as quickly as humanly possible he jotted down the information and rushed off to get the ingredients.