The best thing about this moment is, he makes me feel so graceful dancing even without the music.
I was so mean to JoJo when we first met. I guess that can happen when SOMEONE'S grandma carved pictures into a tree I planted BY HAND.
But old grudges do no good.
But still...
I insulted him.
I insulted his family,
His grammar,
I insulted his sarcastic attitude.
I was an arrogant gem then, full of too much pride.
Who was I pretending for, anyway?
I used to think I'd never get over my borderline obsession with Rose.
I was ready to give into insanity.
He...he's making me feel something I've never felt before. I've lived thousands and thousands of years and only now am I starting to truly understand Rose's fierce loyalty to this place...
And laying here, next to a warmth and a heartbeat that feels so calming, knowing I don't need to be some perfect valiant servant to someone for ONCE in my life, just being able to relax and..'be',
well...
I guess it's not so bad being human after all.
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It actually feels kind of nice.
