Title: Silly Emotion
Author: Charmedgal005
Rating: PG
Summary: It's hard to get over someone when he wears a constant reminder of his betrayal.
Disclaimer: Alias, Weiss, Vaughn and Sydney are not mine. Sorry to disappoint you.
I see it every day. But I don't want to believe it. It's not true. It can't be true. If I don't remember it, then why should I believe it? I won't believe it. I refuse to. A simple piece of gold placed on a certain finger doesn't mean a thing.
Oh, who am I kidding? He remembers two years that I don't. Who can blame him really? I want to. Badly. I want to kick and scream and fight it until it never happened. But what good would that do me? His wife would still be a wall when I'm done. The longer I deny it, the more it will eat me. Barnett told me this. I already knew it.
A question still bugs me though. Why? I love him, and I thought he loved me. We were going to Santa Barbara together. We were going to go because we loved each other. Or so I thought. I guess love is pain. Love isn't like fairy tales. Not real love. Not even true love. The only thing that can come from love is pain. Love is just a silly emotion, and I was foolish enough to play the game.