This is a songfic. (At least I think it is) Italics are the song. Normal is the story. I do not own any of this! The song is can't stand losing you by the Police.

I've called you so many times today

"Hey Luka, it's me, Gakupo. Call me back when you get this."

"It's me again. Call me back."

"Call me"

And I guess it's all true what your girlfriends say, that you don't ever want to see me again

"Go away Gakupo. Luka doesn't want to see you. Ever." Miku crossed her arms.

"But I love her!" I protested trying not to cry.

"She hates you." Neru informed me, tapping away at her phone.

"I love her. Could you at least tell her I came to see her?" I pleaded.

"No."

And your brothers going to kill me, and he's six feet ten.

"If you ever come back here again, I will make you pay." Luki threatened before slamming the door in my face.

I guess you'd call it cowardice, but I'm not prepared to go on like this.

I watched the dark waters churn below me. It would be so easy to just jump off, and then I wouldn't have to live without her.

I see you've sent my letters back, and my LP records and they're all scratched.

I hurried to my mailbox, maybe Luka didn't want to talk to me in person, but she might answer my letters.

Instead, only my letters were there with big red stamps that said return to sender. I did see that she opened the envelopes that had my CD's in it, but when I looked at them, they were ruined.

I can't see the point in another day, when nobody listens to a word I say. You can call it a lack of confidence, but to carry on living doesn't make no sense.

I'm going to do it. In a minute. Just fall.

I guess this is our last goodbye, but you don't care so I wont cry.

"Wait! Gakupo!" Luka shrieked.

"You just don't want me to die in front of you! If I killed myself, you wouldn't care!" I yelled back sitting on the rail.

And you'll be sorry when I'm dead, and all this guilt will be on your head.

"Don't do this Gakupo!"

"Its too late." I whispered letting go of the rail.

I guess you'd call it suicide, but I'm too full to swallow my pride.

Her face peeked out above the rail. "I love you!" She cried as my body slipped underneath the dark water,

I was going to update my other story, but this idea wouldn't get out of my head. Please review, but I understand if you don't have time.