Insanity in Wonderland....
An indigo haired teen, wore a uniformed navy blue pants and white shirt stared out the window, where the wind was whistling, and the rain was tripling down very fast. She was around the age of 16, a fresh man in Konoha high school. She was suppose to be confident, and out going but she found her self cradling her chest in comfort. the empty class room was dim, almost all the teachers were driving away from school for the weekend. The white board at the front of the room wrote ' Have a good weekend' . She pulled her legs up and tightened the grip on herself. It was so lonely. She wished the sun would shine. " Just to make me smile..." The pale eyed beauty thought with a exhausted sigh....
She looked at the clock a few times, waiting for her mother to come. Come in and hug her, apologize for acting how she did, but Hinata knew she crossed the line this time with her mother. Her mother was probably still angry.. Her heart felt numb, and she would often avoid everyone these days. It wasn't the Hinata they knew.. Or it wasn't the girl they saw grow into a independent women.
She turned from a thick skinned to a sensitive girl, an outgoing girl to a quiet girl.. While the other fresh men in her grade seemed to improve, and become adults little by little enjoying friends, and extra activities. Hinata couldn't. This left her feeling even more isolated. Family problems, school's stress, no play time... It was a adult world for HInata... She was scared,stressed, confused and numbing sensation at times. Being a adult took a lot of energy and strength. But did she really want to grow up that fast? The circumstances at her home affected this. They supported this. She didn't have feelings on things much anymore... She had the body of a teenager, but she was in a adults life.. Even her best friend Naruto... The sandy blonde boy. ruff adventurous teenage boy many girls swooned over, couldn't even cheer Hinata up these days. This was becoming very worry some... She was becoming a mystery...
"Hinata..... We need to talk...." The blue eyed boy mysteriously snuck back into school, and found HInata in the Homeroom class room didn't turn to greet her perky friend. He waited standing in the middle of the doorway to the class room. The lonely figure across the room didn't;t respond to him, she kept on looking out the cold, gloomy windows. The rain that rippled down on to the earth seemed to never cease to day... Her face was pale, and blank. She was looked soulless. What was the cause of this out going girl to become so apathetic?
" Her face never used to be like that..." Naruto thought to himself debating wether to stay away from Hinata or check on her.
" SHe used to be really pretty when she smiled..." Naruto murmured to himself, quietly Hinata didn't hear him complement her.
"I did the spell because I wanted them back...."
"What?" Naruto heard his friend's whisper begin to crack softly.
"I know it's not christian like but what has this community done for us?"
" Hinata?.... Hey!" He walked over faster to the window, her expression was even more glassier than usual. Could she have depression?"
"Nothing... They screws us over because were not catholic.... "
Her voice began to whisper. It wasn't soft or gentle, it was harsh, and edgy texture. He never heard her sound so angry. She hugged her legs tighter into her chest, and hide deeper behind her long beautiful should length locks. She was so tense. It began to worry him.
"HInata.! What's wrong!" He felt his gut tightened in panic. The hesitation in his steps kept him from walking to Hinata and asking her what the problem was. His body wasn't in control his instincts where. He began to sweat, and his head began to spin.
"Was this a bad idea?"
The Feelings in his gut's were confused. Should he go see what's wrong? Or maybe not...
He waited for her answer...
Her lavender tinted eyes rolled automatically. She didn't want to look at Naruto... He was becoming annoying.
"JUST SHUT UP!" Closing her eyes, she just wanted to be alone, but at the same time not to be lonely.. SHe just reacted by instinct. She was upset, stressed and sad. So many things have built up, it was hard to keep in control at times.
Her felt her neck tightened, as well as her teeth. She didn't mean to yell at her best friend, she knew she made that mistake. She started to feel warm. Her lavender eyes tried to look at his deep blue eyes but she was captured by a mist of darkness. Soon the the Hyuugan girl found herslef in engulfed in complete darkness og what seemed to be a unending night of horror. Nothing, black surrounding her no escape, it was her dream... Not a nightmare, this was better than a dream. It didn't scare her. It was just blackness..
" I wish I was never born. Never had these scars to tear me apart anymore...."