Nate and Serena

Chapter 1

Serena's POV

I wanted Nate so badly it hurt. I had never wanted something or someone so badly in my life. I loved Dan I really did but he would never be the one person I would always want; he would never be Nate Archibald. I had never understood my true feelings Nate until now. Watching him laughing and smiling with Blair made me feel sick inside. But the only problem was I couldn't have him because Blair had him and she was never going to let him go.

I sat in the bar at the palace hotel drinking not caring about how drunk I got. I hadn't drunk like I was drinking now in years. I knew I would regret this in the morning but maybe this was what I needed right now. I had been sitting at the bar for well over an hour now and all I'd been doing was drinking constantly. I was drinking on an empty stomach witch didn't help either.

Suddenly my phone rang and it took me forever to find it. Luckily it wasn't too late when I finally found it. I looked at the name on my phone, it was Nate.

"Nate," I shouted, I hope I didn't sound as drunk as I felt.

"Serena?" Nate said.

"What?" I said in a very high pitched voice.

"Are you drunk?" I didn't answer that; I was sure he could tell. "Where are you?" He said after a moment of silence.

"The palace," I slurred.

"Okay, I'm coming to get you don't move," He said and then he hung up.

I did as he said I stayed exactly where I was; I was quite happy there drinking. When I saw Nate's perfect face my face lit up.

"Serena what have you been doing?" I didn't say anything I just giggled. Nate carried me up to my room and laid me on my bed. He sat next to me on my bed staring at me. I sat up and leaned in so that I was face to face with him. I grabbed the back of his head and pulled it closer to me so I could kiss him. To my surprise he kissed me back. I started to undo the buttons on his shirt but he stopped me.

"Wait," he said. He ran his hand through my hair and kissed my forehead.

"What's up Nate?" I said kissing his face. Nate didn't allow me to carry on kissing him.

"Serena we can't do this," He said as he stared at me.

"Why because of Blair?" I stared at him and knew straight away by his expression that it was. There was a long awkward silence. "Nate I think you should go," I finally said. I felt completely sober now. Nate stood up and went over to the door.

"Sorry Serena," He said as he left my bedroom.

I lay face down crying on my bed.

Nate's POV

I couldn't believe what I had just done; I had been chasing that girl for years and when she kisses me I tell her no. Maybe one of the reasons I left was because she was drunk and I was scared she would wake up in the morning and she would regret it. All I want and all I've ever wanted is Serena and I have now officially fucked up. I was only with Blair because I couldn't have Serena but when she says that I can have her I say I can't because of Blair. All I wanted was to go back into her room and have sex with her.

I could hear Serena crying even from outside her bedroom and I felt so bad. I had to go back in there and see if she was okay. I turned around and opened the door. Slowly I walked in; she sat up quickly and wiped he eyes with the back of her hand. I went over to her and sat on her bed and pulled her head to my chest. I held her in my arms tightly not wanting to ever let her go. She adjusted her head so she was looking up at me. I could see that she was about to say something so I put my finger on her lips.

"Serena don't say anything," I whispered softly. "I'm sorry."

"Nate it doesn't matter," She said snuggling up to me. After that neither of us spoke I just watched her fall gently to sleep.

Serena's POV

I woke early that morning to find Nate sleeping beside me. What had happened last night? I tried to remember but I couldn't. The last thing I remembered was Nate calling me, but pass that I don't remember anything it was just a complete blur.

I carefully climbed out of bed and made my way to my bathroom.

After I had had my shower I dressed and put in some make-up. I looked at the time it was 7:30am and Nate was still sleeping. I went back into the bathroom to find some painkillers; my head felt like it was on fire. I took the tablet with some water. I turned around and was shocked to see Nate standing there.

"Oh my god Nate you made me jump," I said loudly. Nate smiled as he wrapped his arms around me. Even though I didn't know what happened last night I hugged him back.

Suddenly there was a knock at the door and I broke free from Nate to see who it was. I opened the door to find Blair standing there crying.

"B?" I said curiously. "Are you OK?"

"No I'm not," Blair sobbed. "Nate didn't come home last night." My heart sank what was I supposed to say? Blair its OK Nate spent the night here but I can't remember what happened. No. I had to lie to my best friend.

"Blair it will be OK I promise you just need to talk to him, I'm sure it is nothing," I hated ling to her but I had to because I didn't know the whole truth myself.

"Can I come in?" She asked.

"It really isn't a good time B," She looked like she was going to cry again. "But I'll meet you later OK?" She just nodded and walked away.

I turned around I saw Nate sigh a sigh of relief. "Nate…"

"What is it Serena?" He touched my cheek.

"What happened last night?"

Nate's POV

I can't believe it she didn't remember. I thought back to what had happed and yes she had been drunk but I didn't think she would have forgotten last night. "You really don't remember?" I asked. She looked at be blankly. I sighed. I told her exactly what had happened last night but she still looked confused.

"I'm sorry Nate," She said, it seemed there had been a lot of apologizing over the time they had been together. She wrapped her arms around me. I kissed her forehead and held her tightly. She pulled away from me.

She stood there for a few seconds not moving. I stood a few feet from her waiting for her to move but when she did I didn't expect her to come closer. I closed my eyes and before I knew it her lips were touching mine. The kiss was a fierce one our tongues seemed to be fighting each other. I helped her pull her shirt over her head. I put my arms around her and undid her bra. I touched my lips to her neck and she moaned. Her fingers were undoing the buttons on my shirt. I picked her up at put her down on her bed. I slipped my pants of and continued to kiss her.