Falling
If I could see into the future, I would stop myself from meating you.
To not say yes.
To never love you,
just as you never really loved me.
I write this now, tears in my eyes,
a broken heart, starting to stop.
Do you care?
No.
Maybe if you did,
I would atleast have a small amount of will in me to keep living.
No.
I don't deserve to suffer.
Because of you, I die when the sun rises.
I will spend my last moments, watching it come up the sky.
Then I will try and jump to reach the burning sun,
but I will miss,
I will fall.
The sun will let me.
Just as you did.
On the way down,
I wil say your name.
I will see the crowd of people below,
yelling,
screaming.
But the only one who matters is you.
You will try to forget me,
but I wont let you.
you will not be happy.
On the way down to my death,
I will curse you with every thing in me.
I
will curse you and everthing that you love or care for,
See you
in Hell, my one and last love...