Summary: Gaara reflects on those around him one night. Yeah my summaries suck. Read, Review and be merry!
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Gaara, i wish i did.
Authors Note: I actually wrote this in the free time during one of my exams. Yay for procrastination! Hope you like it. Slightly OOC but hey. Implied GaaSak. Please read and Review.
Midnight Musings
Alone. Why am I always alone?
Temari doesn't understand. She tries so hard.
I don't blame her for giving up.
Kankuro jokes around. Makes light of situations
He doesn't comprehend.
Is it my fate to be
Misunderstood?
Is it pointless to fight?
Am I nothing but a monster
Could I ever by anything more?
No-one understands.
Everywhere I turn I see their faces.
Faces of hatred, misconceptions.
Maybe if they knew the truth?
Shukkaku is gone forever,
And now I am alone.
They don't understand what it means to be completely
Alone.
Shukkaku used to be the only one
To stay by my side through thick and thin.
He had to, I hated him.
And now he's gone, and I'm alone
Kazekage but untrusted.
The only one to understand.
The only one to care. Naruto.
We match, at least we used to,
Jinchiiriki at heart.
Naurto, my only friend.
I miss you, I need your guidance.
I love and cannot act.
How do I control these emotions,
How can I change my fate?
You are the light shining in the darkness.
You are the only one who can save me.
Maybe not.
Sakura.
I cant describe my feelings
And I wouldn't if I could.
A last rejection, of all that I am,
Of all I can be,
It would kill me.
Sakura, you help me. Your touches are warm
And you are not afraid.
Is there any chance? Or am I monster?
Could you ever love my blood stained hands
My dark and tortured soul
Would I stand a chance against him?
I am no deserter and would stick with you till the end,
But still,
I am a murder. I am a monster.
How could I stand a chance?
SAKURA