It passed three weeks since Magnus Bane and Alexander Lightwood broke up.

Since that day Magnus did not know how to live. Everything in his loft remember him of Alec.

Aku cinta kamu was what he said when he left Alec behind in that subway.

He walked all the night thinking if he did the best thing or not.

Thinking how Alec could go to Camille even when he said she was dangerous. And even worse... he considered to take his immortality!

When he return home, he noticed that Alec's stuff wasn't there anymore so he supposed that he went there and take his things from there like he told him to.

Magnus could not believe that he was so hurt after a break up.

He had many lovers but they were trivial and Alexander was never trivial.

After so many years he finally had found someone who care for the warlock for what he really was - not that he was a warlock or that he was good-looking or that he had money.

Alec loved him for his personality, for his own heart (if he had one).

During the second week he did not do anything. Just stayed home with Chairman sleeping away from him.

He must miss him, Magnus thought. He didn't have clients because he was not ready for that and did not want to be bothered.

And the third week was not much different from the others. His loft was now black. Everything was a mess and even Magnus did not have the trouble to arranged himself and put all the glitter he could find like he would do.

But during those weeks Magnus sensed that something wasn't right.

He was expecting Isabelle or Jace to appear in front of his door ready to kill him.

He only suppose that Alec must did not tell him. Such a coward Magnus thought it's been always like this. Even in the beginning he couldn't tell to his family that he was with me!

But he knew that he was being unfair because during the battle Alec asked to be his partner and kissed him in front of everyone. In front of his parents! Something that made Alec always scared.

He remembered everyday of his beautiful blue eyes. The first thing that he usually saw when he woke up was his eyes and the way that he smiled at him. Now his mornings were just empty.

He remembered their first kiss, their fist date, when Alec would find for the warlock without his family know, their first fight and when they made up, when they travel for the Europe and all the laugh and kisses and touches they shared. It was all magical. But then... Camille came!

With Camille, all the problems because of the warlocks immortaly and Alec's mortality and the past of the first came too. Magnus tried to show to his boyfriend - ex-boyfriend that he the past did not matter! But did it? It is our past that made us what we ar today... But Alec needed to trust in Magnus. But did I trust in him? Magnus quickly made that thought disappear.

That's when he heard a knock! He didn't say nothing because he did not want to! But then again knock knock knock. This was really enervating him. He was trying to forget that was a real world behind those doors.

Magnus got up and tried to be the most presentable that he could. He was wearing a black tight pants, a blue shirt and some old boots. He was not really interest to change that he did not want to be presentable.

knock knock knock

"WHO THE HELL DO YOU WANT AT 1 AM? I AM NOT-" Magnus's eyes widened from what he was seeing. He couldn't say a word. During a moment he was to shock to say something. At his door was a person laying on the floor. Blood everywhere. Bruises, cuts and wounds everywhere. Maybe some bones broken. He did not care if it was someone else. But this person he could not ignore. Alexander Lightwood. His Alexander.

What the hell happened? Magnus thought. He started to kneel in front of the boy not knowing where to touch because he was afraid to touch his vulnerable body at that moment.

Alec looked at Magnus. His face was all dirty and bloody too like the rest of his body. His beautiful eyes were shining because of the tears and before he collapsed Magnus still managed to ear him.

"P-ple-ease... Hel-help... me" and dark consumed him.

So guys what did you think? This is my first fanfic about The Mortal Instruments and about Malec too. Review me and tell me what do you think that it is going to happen and if you did like it or not.

By bITches ;P