Depression

A/N: This is actually my second fic, my first one had TERRIBLE formatting and no matter what I did, it wouldn't work out, and it wasn't worth it, so I just removed it. It wasn't too good anyways. Anyway as you can tell this is NOT a joyful of happy fic, so click "back" right now if you don't want to read it. Please be kind, and I promise that the next one won't be depressing. Eeek! Look at this long a/n, I'm stopping now. Wait one more thing, I'm not telling whose POV it is, so you can guess, but don't worry it says it right in the fic, who it is.

Disclaimer: Do you REALLY think that I own anybody? Well, I don't please don't sue me OR ELSE I WILL- be very, very poor. Now on to the REALLY sad stuff.

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These three were always the bravest. All the five years I was at Hogwarts, they encouraged me to stand up for myself. But now they're gone. Gone. Dead. Murdered. Some might have said that they chose to die, as they cast a powerful spell that would destroy both Voldemort and themselves. Some may say that they died a hero's death. And true, they did die a hero's death, but they were murdered. Many ask why I considered them murdered. Many go away just thinking that I'm stupid. I am. I'm stupid. Too stupid to believe. Believe. Believe. That word echoes, echoes, as I think of them. Harry Potter, the boy who had lived. Ronald Weasley the outcasted shadow. Hermione Granger, the once thought know-it-all. But I, Neville Longbottom, will continue to survive. Even if life becomes a burden. I will. I will. I must.

A/N: I tried not too make it TOO sad, but I think I failed. And yes, I know that this is MAJORLY, MARJORLY confusing. Don't ask some parts that I don't even get, and I'm the author. Well, it's supposed to be that Neville is too shocked and in a can't-think-clearly-mood. And he thinks they are murdered because if Voldemort hadn't existed, they wouldn't have died, or somethinh like that, this is one of the things that I don't get. PLEASE REVIEW!! I don't care if you tell me that it's a hunk o' junk!!

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Disclaimer: (don't you just love these?) None of the characters belong to me. They belong to the wonderful J. K. Rowling, and her publishers. Please don't sue me. If you do I will feel like this::(