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Hope everyone likes this! The song is called "LTFP" by "We Shot The Moon" and of course all these wonderful characters belong to the amazing Stephenie Meyer.
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Settle down and think It through
Settle down and think It through
Everything's not lost
And all the times I've failed you
The lines I wouldn't cross
And all the lines I wouldn't cross.
'Just a little longer.' That was the only thought Edward had as he was wallowing in his misery. 'Just a little longer and maybe then the pain will go away.'
Oh who was he kidding, certaintly not his family, he barley talked to them anymore. He was in too much pain to even think about being near them. They reminded him of his, no not his, Bella.
Sweet Bella, with her mahogany hair, and deep brown eyes…
'STOP! If you keep thinking about her it will just make things so much worse.'
Far away that you are
A jealous sky awaits
And I've been searching every star
For a chance to twist my fate
He couldn't help it though, he had nothing else to do. So he thought about her.
'I wonder if she has moved on.' Edward thought just as he did another pang of emotion hit him, this time jealousy. 'I have NO right whatsoever to feel jealous. I left her, abandoned her.'
I will throw myself to the sea
Let it carry me
To the places that I didn't go
I couldn't let you
Know I was leaving
But you are the reason
Now I'm standing and feeling alive, tonight
'I just hope she is ok. Maybe I could che-' Edward quickly stopped that thought. "NO. That would be terrible, you promised her a clean slate. Do not break your word anymore to her then you already have.'
If he knew she was alright maybe he could convince himself to try and continue his life a little more normally. Maybe.
Come back to me you're all I know
There's words I need to say
Like I was wrong, and I was caught
But your love saved the day
He had decided he was going to check on her. Just to make sure she was ok, and if she wasn't then he was going to beg her to take him back. There was no way he could continue to live like this.
He got up and as quickly as he could changed his clothes. He hadn't changed them in a few days and it made his feel disgusting.
Beep, beep. Beep, beep. Beep, beep.
Edward's cell phone was ringing.
"Hello?" Edward stated calmly.
"Edward. Its Rosalie."
"What is it Rose?" Edward said not bothering to hide his impatience.
"Edward Alice has just had a vision. About Bella…"
Know I was leaving
Now I'm standing and feeling alive, tonight.